School is tomorrow. "/
I'm terribly, terribly dreading that.
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.
Anyways, a couple months ago,
I became fully obsessed with the
Disney Channel, and just Disney
in general. I watch the Disney
channel, I listen to Radio Disney,
I shop at the Disney Store, I go to
Disneyland as much I can. I eat,
sleep, breathe, liiiive Disney. It's
almost like a disease, but it's
alright, because I'm fine with it.
Hannah Montana has quickly
become my favorite show of all
time, the Jonas Brothers are all
that's played in my stereo
anymore, along with songs from
High School Musical and High
School Musical 2. I am such a
nerd. [:
I've finally finished my driver's ed.
And I've gotten a car, so I just need
to get my permit and my license, and
I should be driving in about 6 months.
I'm really excited, but I'm hella scared
at the same time. Ah well. I'll get used
to it, and it'll become nothing to me in
like a year.
Tomorrow, I am going to be a junior.
I'm almost done with highschool; only
two more years. And that, it the
scariest part of my life right now,
because I have no idea what I want
to do with my life, or myself right now.
I could go anywhere, do anything, but
I just don't know. I just don't know.
My hair is once again blonde, and it's
alright, but I want it to be black again.
I think the blonde drowns me out too
much, the black made my eyes and skin
stand out, since both are so light. Oh
well, I'll let the blonde grow out some,
and then see what I think.
And I s'pose that's all for now. I know
it was only a little update for such a
long period of time, but deal with it.
Ciao!
A little less than two months until I'm 16!
Eeee, I'm excited!!
And on next Friday, I'll finally be reunited with my hometown!!!
Ahh, it's been awhile, so that shall be fun!
Life is going alright right now, I still miss a lot of things,
but I'm getting a little more comfortable with everything.
Next Wednesday is Valentine's.
My least favorite holiday.
It's so laaaame!
Who needs a holiday for love?!
Gah, that's stupid.
So needless to say, I will not be celebrating it,
I do not have a Valentine, and I could care less!
[:
The new Fall Out Boy cd, which came out on Tuesday,
it's wonderful. I really like it.
Especially Thanks For The Memories.
FABULOUS song.
My english teacher said I was a great writer today.
I'm pursuing that career when I'm older.
Yes sir'ee.
I'm blabbing.
Byebyebye!
Happy New Year.
Everything is fake.
Everyone is fake.
fake.
fake.
fake.
everything surrounding me, everything i'm living for;
i feel as if my life is some kind of dream right now.
i'm incredibly fed up with all of it.
i can't- i don't want to- grasp the fact that i moved away from my hometown.
that i can barely keep in touch with my best friend in the entire world.
that i lost one of the closest people to my heart.
that i'm not as strong as i so desperately try to portray.
that life doesn't go on forever and that success doesn't just fall into your lap.
i'm not who i'd like to be.
i'm not where i'd like to be.
my only wish, if i could, would be to go back in time, erase the irresponsible decisions i made, and do everything in my will power to stay where i know the colors before me, the noises rattling in my ears, and the scents among me. |
Wow. Things are a wrrrrreck.
You ask me what's wrong, I'll be talking for hours,
if I truly wanted you to know.
But I honestly want someone to care.
I want someone to listen, and get me and understand.
There's one person, who gets me better than anyone,
but that one person won't listen anymore.
I'm stuck here in silence. Suffering. Crying.
Today is nice.
But my dad is a fucking jerk.
And I miss Torrance. A lot.
"/
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