Posted July 27, 2007
idk what to do ne more..
i feel horrible about myself...
i feel horrible there are so many problems at home
i feel at fault tho i know im not..
i feel betrayed by loved ones..
[[ i feel like shit]]
i dont want her to leave my life..
but i cant take the fights anymore
i cant deal with the lies
the games
the manipulating
i cant take the nights they both are gone
i fear something will happen to either of em
i love them both [the same]
i just want everything to be okay..
guess thats alot easier said than done.
sorry i cant be perfect