Posted July 27, 2007
leaving is believing right?
you seem to think.
theres nothing cynical about it
you lied then left
like many times before
you come back and cry
wanting to start all over
well goodbye to that
i feel betrayed and used
the hurt and the tears
replace the warm feelings.
nothings changed
not one thing
you keep saying it will be fine
we will all get threw this together
i laugh
not because i dont care
but becasue i know it wont
i used to tell my self to have hope
but that was all a lie i convinced myself would work
that hope i held onto
only created weak feelings
nothing can change what has happened
we cannot relive those times
those years, those moments, those tears are gone
maybe the only option left
is to say our final goodbyes?