Im tired of living a life where im expected to live up to everyones expectations, give me my own life let me live the way i want to. This world is just a desolate land of empty souls searching for a meaning, a meaning never going to be found and this leaves a void in life. I feel like im falling into an eternal pit of blackness and im almost to far gone. i feel the darkness creeping closer consuming me until the darkness and i are one. when will it end, when will we realize the error of our ways? Just stop! nomatter what we're never good enough for others and never good enough for the world... there are times in life when we wish we were gone, we wish we never were. during these times it feels as if the darkness is our only friend and sometimes it wont even accept us. we go on with our day to day hoping for things to get better but chances are they wont. this is how i feel and im sry to say this is life.oh well i guess ill tell u bout me Im a dirty blond bout 5-5 and 120lbs who loves music sk8ing and just havin fun doin stupid stuff(chris cole is my hero). im athletic and will never turn down a challenges 2 anyone. i like all types if music xcept country i cant stand the stuff so 4 all "yal" hillbillies out there ur outa luck. O and most important of all...if i ever see a guy hurt a girl i promise u i will find u i will make ur life a livin hell and i will probly go 2 jail for wat i do.so if ur emo hardcore or just hate life im sure we'd get along so leave me a comment, message or add me. O due to an idiotic friend of mine who sent me a virus i am no longer able to post ur comments so sry







i went skating today and there just happened to be some pros at the park shoot'n a movie. It was the nike team. so now im in a nike movie and met some kool pros!
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posted Apr 21
H-A-R-T-A-G-R-A-Man6
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posted Mar 22
sinspawn-ammes
yeah there are places to skate its jus yaknow ya come
from L.A. where the whole damn city is a skatepark and
move to arkansas where theres like fifty places to
skate in the whole damn state and forty of them its
illegal to skate there yaknow what i mean???
posted Mar 22
sinspawn-ammes
your lucky man theres nuthin to skate here i used to
skate when i lived in cali. but i quit after i moved
here becuz it sucks so much ass...
posted Mar 22
sinspawn-ammes
thanks man but yeah i live in hot springs you???
posted Mar 21
sinspawn-ammes
wussup???
posted Mar 16