Still Staind
Posted March 2, 2007
WHEN I LAY DOWN AT NIGHT AND TURN OUT THE LIGHT
I CLOSE MY EYES TRYING TO ESCAPE THE LIES
AND CRIES OF MY HEART BUT STILL REALITY WASHES
OVER ME LIKE A SEA FULL OF MY PAIN
YOUR TEARS STILL STAIN THIS T-SHIRT AND THE
HURT THAT CLOUDED YOUR EYES-I CANT ESCAPE THE
IMAGES OF YOU EVERY WHERE I LOOK I SEE YOU
I THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE SAID TO ME AND YOUR
OBSESSION WITH ME-YOU SAID YOU CANT BREATHE
OR EVER LEAVE ME,EVEN WHEN JUST A DAY WENT BY IT
WAS LIKE A MONTH FOR YOU BUT I DENIED YOU AND
THE LAST FEW THINGS YOU ASKED OF ME AND NOW IM THE
ONE WHO CANT BREATHE OR SEE AFTER YOU LEFT ME
I KNOW YOU TRIED TO TALK TO ME AND TRIED TO GET ME
WHEN ALL I DID WAS SCREAM AND PRETEND NOT TO
CARE ANYMORE-WEIGHED DOWN BY OUR LOVING PAINS
I FELL TO THE FLOOR NOT BEING ABLE TO HANDLE IT
ANYMORE,COUGHING AND CRYING HYSTERICALLY TILL
MY BLOOD STAIND THE FLOOR-TILL THERE WAS NOT LEFT ANYMORE
IS THERE A CURE FOR A BLEEDING HEART?
WHAT WAS YOUR OBSESSION WHAT WAS MY ADDICTION?
WAS IT YOUR SMILE OR THE DEEP LOOK YOU HAD
FOR ME IN YOUR EYES?MAYBE ALL THE MEMORIES WE SHARE
OR WAS IT THAT I FINNALLY HAD SOMEONE IN MY
LIFE TO FIGHT FOR ME AND COMFORT AND LOVE ME SOMEONE
WHO NEVER WANTED TO ABANDON ME-BUT WHATEVER
IT WAS WE KNEW IT WAS LOVE-BUT I BLEW IT NEVER APPRECIATED
WHAT I HAD TILL I LOST IT AND NOW IM PAYING A GREAT
COST FOR IT-WE LOVED AND YET I SHOVED IT AWAY SOMETHING I
CANT FOREGET OR FORGIVE TILL THIS DAY-YOUR TEARS
STILL STAIN THIS T-SHIRT AND YOUR HURT STILL SCARS MY HEART
I'VE FUCKED THINFS UP TO FAR TO ASK FOR A NEW START
AND BECAUSE OF ME WE'LL ALWAYS BE APART!
