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Home sweet home

Posted March 5 | Leave a Comment

homes not what it use to be,or i just didnt want to see behind or home doors,where peace is shattered and love dont matter just outta obligation,its all a major complication,this isnt the way home shud be people just dont see the fights at night and how we no rights,ur holdin on so tight its like ur pushin me away wit all ur might,i dont no u ne more dont recognize ur face when u walk thru that door,we've lost our connection theres no more affection[...]blinded but what u use to no and the… read more

cowardly,2faced,selfish,lying bastard

Posted March 3 | Leave a Comment

it started out as sumthing unseen somthing u cud cover up and clean u didnt no that it wud show,but i no i never wantd to start beleivieng that you were deceiving us all,call every day but yet you stay in another bitches home,i wish i could crush the phone along wit u but thats my fault for trusting you say u no me and im just like you and we see eye to eye too,but no matter how screwed up iam i will never be like you thru all the time we've been thru and what ive seen in you i wouldnt and… read more

Still Staind

Posted March 2 | Leave a Comment

WHEN I LAY DOWN AT NIGHT AND TURN OUT THE LIGHT I CLOSE MY EYES TRYING TO ESCAPE THE LIES AND CRIES OF MY HEART BUT STILL REALITY WASHES OVER ME LIKE A SEA FULL OF MY PAIN YOUR TEARS STILL STAIN THIS T-SHIRT AND THE HURT THAT CLOUDED YOUR EYES-I CANT ESCAPE THE IMAGES OF YOU EVERY WHERE I LOOK I SEE YOU I THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE SAID TO ME AND YOUR OBSESSION WITH ME-YOU SAID YOU CANT BREATHE OR EVER LEAVE ME,EVEN WHEN JUST A DAY WENT BY IT WAS LIKE A MONTH FOR YOU BUT I DENIED YO… read more

2 in 1

Posted February 13 | Leave a Comment

EVERY NIGHT YOU HAUNT MY ROOM I FEEL YOUR PRESENCE I SEE YOU IN THE SHADOWS AS I LAY FROZEN IN BED I TELL MYSELF ITS ALL IN MY HEAD CHILLS RUN UP MY SPINE NOTHING WILL EVER BE FINE GO ON ITS OK,KILL ME AT UR PLEASURE PLEASE SQUEEZE ALL THE BLOOD FROM MY HEART OUT DRIP IT DRY NO DOUBT YOUD HAVE JOY TO TOY WITH ME FURTHER CHOKE ME BREATHLESS ITS BETTER THAN FOR YOU TO POKE AND PLAY WITH MY THOUGHTS ID RATHER RAUGHT-CAUGHT BY MY FEARS TRAPPED BY MY TEARS YEARS PAST SA… read more

Forever

Posted February 12 | Leave a Comment

DID YOU NO I COULD NEVER LEAVE YA? AND NOW I COULDNT BREATHE WITHOUT YA AND I FIND THERES NOTHING I COULDNT LOVE ABOUT YA PROMISE ILL NEVER FORGET YA [CAN I STAY ALIVE FOREVER? CAN I STAY WITHYOU FOREVER? CAN WE LOVE LIKE THIS FOREVER,FOREVER?] CAN YOU FEEL THIS CHEMICAL REACTION? YOU SEE THROUGH MY HIDEOUS ATTRACTION YOU YOU SEE WHO IAM INSIDE CAN IT BE THAT YOU REALLY LOVE ME?[.....]FOREVER,STAY ALIVE WITH YOU FOREVER,LOVE YOU FOREVER BE WITH ME FOREVER,LOVE ME FOREVER?… read more

Now I see

Posted February 11 | Leave a Comment

WHAT YOU SEE'S NOT ALWAYS WHAT YOU GET LET ME SHOW YOU WHO I REALLY AM HOW CAN SAY YOU NO ME?YOU BLOW ME AWAY LIKE SOME NOBODY-EXCEPT AROUND YOUR BUDDIES YOU LET ME IN AND PRETEND TO LOVE ME LET ME BE!HOW COULD I HAVE NOT OF SEEN YOUR JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM-YOU JUST SEE US AS ANOTHER FACE TO PLACE BESIDES YOU TO MAKE YOU LOOK GOOD SHOULD I STICK AROUND AND BE YOUR FOOL SO YOU CAN USE ME AS YOUR PERSONAL TOOL?HOW COLD CAN YOU GET ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO SHOW YOU ME NOT W… read more