My life is different, thats all I can say to describe it. Its not something that is totally horrid, but its deffinately something that i wouldnt want anyone to have. Its confusing, IM confusing. I dont even know who i am.........I like to think about how things are strange in my life though, even though it is hard and sometimes painful, i feel that is something that needs to be done every once and a while. When it comes down to it i guess i am kinda like everyone else.....i need love and affection, i might not truely have it at this point in my life from anyone who really matters, but i still need it......anyway, i ramble on about stupid things, and i usually dont regret it, i dont think i have a concious for doing bad or unacceptable things, thats not to good, but that is just the way that i am......take it or leave it, this is me