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DARLENE
Age: 16
Location: United States
Joined On: Sep 29, 2008
alex is the shiz.
United States
Charlie the Wonderful Hamster of Cuddly Doom
United States
Lions, and Tigers, and Bears! Oh, My!
United States
deathnote_obsessive14
Japan
... once upon a time there was a girl named darlene. she listened to music so much, that one day, her father said, "darlene, you are not connecting with the family. we are all together and you are listening to music, separated, torn apart from the rest of the world. take off the headphones."
"NO!" said darlene.
"i'll count to 10. you must give me your mp3player."
"if i don't give you the mp3player, you can't take it away forever."
"but i can kick you off the computer until you give it to me."
"no! FINE! HERE!"
she threw the mp3player at him and ran upstairs and cried. cried. cried. then she thought, "what a stupid person i am. i am making a huge fuss over my mp3player when it is only gone for a little, and there are little starving children in Africa who will never hear music in their lives and will never, ever own an mp3player."
this made darlene depressed. she cried even more for being so horrible. she thought over what had happened and realized just how whiny she was.
she had to change.
she went to dad and said, "dad, i'm so sorry for yelling at you instead of just taking off the headphones. i was being an inconsiderate brat. im sorry."
dad gave her a hug, and to her surprise, the mp3 player as well.
which is how darlene learned the act of unconscious manipulation. how she manipulates without meaning to, she doesn't know. but she jumps for joy whenever she does it and dances w/ her panda named panda who doesn't appreciate being thrown at fans just because it's fun to watch him go flying everywhere. the end.
"We're going down to the devil
We are striking out for paradise
To bedlam below - down to the devil
The mad parade is coming home" - Edguy
"Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak" - Nightwish
"Why should the fire be shared with so few?
Let bombs explode, 'cause that's what they do
Nuke Mecca, New York, the Vatican too
Give me a bomb, I'll drop it on you
Why stop at only two?
You showed the world just what it can do
What a waste not to destroy
Come play at war, man, and bring your best toy" -GWAR
A concert is where you go and watch people preform. These are called famous people: they are these beings that just so happened to become widely known for being talented at something. They aren't better then us- more people know them then know us and they just happen to have a stage. why shouldn't other people have the stage? i want the stage. i want to be one of those famous people.
i'm 15... almost 16... by the time i check this again i might be 16. or... what if i never check it ever again? what if i am killed in a car accident? what if i get cancer? what if i have cancer and don't know it and am going to die tomorrow? but that'd be ok. i don't mind. i'd just be up in heaven i guess having a blast and living instead of dying. death is fascinating, the spiritual world is fascinating, everything that i can't see is fascinating. stars are fascinating.
self esteem
something i don't have very much of. there is nothing about me that i am completely happy with. it's not really looks; i'm not that shallow. i really don't care how i look, and i hate when others do. it's annoying. i mainly am unhappy with my grades; if i get a "C", i'm pretty upset with myself. and i hate myself for being too scared to ask questions. it's not like i'm scared that people will think i'm dumb... i'm scared that i'll get in the way and slow the class down. :'( because i've lowered myself a great deal. i don't want to be an inconvenience... i don't want to be in the way of anyone. and i prefer people pushing me around then people hating me. i want to stay on everyone's good side, and because of that i end up defending people that i don't like. and letting those people treat me like their best friend. some of those people i don't like because they're too physical. one girl, a lesbian, will come up to me, say, "Wassup?" loudly and slap me in the back at lunch, which hurts. i can't tell her to stop... Another girl who i don't like sits on me and treats me like a piece of furniture. i don't like that either. i mind it. now, if it was someone who i was friends with (like, we were both friends with each other), i might not mind. but someone i dislike? i mind. but i can't tell her to stop. once i told a friend she had been mean to someone (and i didn't like my friends being mean to other people when i'm around because i don't want to be guilty by association and have the other people hate me)and then she got really mad at me. .... sad ....
meow
So... there's this cat. and it's a wild cat. and it's cold! and the cat is hungry!!!! my mom loves this cat. and she told me to make friends with it. so that's what i'm about to do. but it will be hard. because the cat runs away from me. but i left tuna for it. well... ta-ta!
um... yay...
my birthday was fun. my hamster didn't die. yay for that amazing birthday present!!! <333 demonic cows are amazing and MOOOOOOOO i am in a totally random mood right now. PANDAAAAAAAA CHUCK E. CHEESE'S SAVE UP TO $30 WHEN YOU JOIN THE CHUCK E-CLUB~ random adddddd i hate adds they are freaking GAY i hate this why do i even keep a blog people will never read this. :P I'M 15!!!!!!! NO LONGER 14!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATED BEING AN EVEN NUMBERRRRRR I'M NOW ODDDDDD i've been odded. i hated being evennnnnn HAMSTERS pop!! BOOM SHALALA BOOMSIDAY!!!! . . . . . . . . . . . pop!!
sick
today was bad.... i had a cold. i went to school w/ out my backpack and had to put my lunch in my locker. so i walk forever and go up steps self-consciously in my little mini skirt b/c i was afraid everyone could see my underwear. and i get to my locker (which i never use but had to, b/c i had my lunch w/ me and didn't feel like carrying it around school everywhere) to discover it's surrounded by people. and backpacks. so i step over the backpacks carefully and try to open my locker. i can't. meanwhile, two people start making out right next to me and i really feel in the way and very awkward. so i finally give up on my locker and walk away stupidly, and decide to put the lunch in dad's room. (he's a teacher @ my school.) i go in, and dad is dressed up as a penguin b/c it's classy day. so i give him my lunch, and get to homeroom, accidentally stepping on some girl's flip flop and sending it sailing into the stairwell. all meanwhile having to sneeze. i made it to homeroom (gym) and changed and had an ok day after that, except i kept sneezing all over my face and never had tissues. and then i get home. and get a head ache. and now my hamster is dying. cry. so sad. well, g'night.
poor
i've been too poor to buy long sleeved shirts. or my parents have, and i don't have a job. i don't own a cell phone, or an ipod, to the shock and disbelief of all my friends. and i only owned two long-sleeved shirts, because dad's a teacher and doesn't get a very big pay check, and mom home-schools my little brothers. but my birthday is coming up, and grandma took me shopping (she doesn't walk very fast so i was always waiting up for her and mom because i do walk very fast) and bought me 3 new long sleeved shirts and a new pair of pants. yay! so i'm happy. :)
CatmasterMan!
hey Darlene! thanks for adding me. besides having an
amazing taste in music i like very much what you
write...you have what some might call 'talent'. keep
inspired....XXXOOO
posted Sep 20
~DaNii~
HEyy what's up?
posted Aug 07
Snuggleblade
purevolume.com/snuggleblade
posted Jun 12
adoredzero
Hey, this is Sugar from My Suicide Dream, just wanted
to invite you to check out my band! Just click the pic
below.
Purevolume.com/mysuicidedream
posted Feb 11
MaRcE
heyy...wass up!!!!!!....please chek my band out
title="Listen to ORIGEN ALTERNATIVE at
PureVolume.com">..... if u like it please add us
....thanxxxx Love
posted Oct 31
Mykel
HEY WHATS UP! i know bands probably tell you to check
them out all the time i am sorry but i
would completely appreciate it if you could check out
Beyond Berlin there is a good chance we wont
be disappointing. www.purevolume.com/beyondberlin or
www.myspace.com/beyondberlin we thank you from the
bottom of our hears www.purevolume.com/beyondberlin
www.myspace.com/beyond berlin
posted Oct 10
alex is the shiz.
ayy! thanks fr the invite
posted Oct 04