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Story Of The Year

Rock / Metal / Alternative

Cry of the Afflicted

Metal / Rock / Post Hardcore

He Is Legend

Rock / Southern Rock / Psychedelic

UNDEROATH

Screamo / Hardcore / Alternative

The Devil Wears Prada

Metalcore / Christian

Terminal

Indie / Rock / Alternative

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hi i'm bekka.* i love music* i love to dance* i love sports* i love animals* i love the television* i love my family* i love the environment* i love people* i love to write* i also really love Jesus* i love taking pictures... not of me but of everything else that God created.* i hate drama like A LOT!!!!* i could list what else i hate but that would be too boring!!* back to what i love!* i love my wii* i love my camera* i love tom brady* i love the patriots (their a football team)* i love movies* i love boys* and i really really love my creator*

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March 14

revelations come so randomly

i'm sitting here in my log cabin looking almost as haggard as i could possibly look, i sit here as shivers run up and down my spine i'm thinking about last year 2007 my my my how people have changed it saddens me to think about the past for i know that i must not dwell in it but just this once i think to myself, let your mind wander back down the path of last year. woah, a thousand memories fly into this little brain of mine. i think about being at the vet with my cat, i think about the warm tears that were falling down my face, all of a sudden my cheeks are becoming warm and i begin to cry just thinking about putting my baby down. i need to think about happy times, i try and try and try but nothing is coming to mind. i start to think about the bad things i begin to think about that boy that one boy who meant everything to me, i think of what he did to my little heart how broken it was and how i thought that nothing could heal me or mend me back together then i think about another boy who was there for me through just about everything more faithful than a girls best friend i think about how i scared him away. i start to think about my birthday and how awkward it was i start to think about how much i loved being hurt my mind is going out of control for i can't stop these memories from coming back to me i think about how half of my old friends love booze and boys or girls. God make it stop!!! let me focus on the good not the bad, then my mind becomes quiet and i hear my Creator say to me "Bekka my daughter you may think about the bad because then you can see how much you have grown through it all, you can see how i was right there beside you through it all." i stop to think about what he just spoke to me," but God" i say," when i was in those ruts i don't recall you being there, i remember being angry at you, i remember all the times i screamed and cursed your name!!! how can i look back at those times and think about how you saved me through it all." my heart and soul became uncomfortably silent, i got a revelation it came so spontaneously then i began to cry out to Him, "Jesus you were there!!! the whole time!! you stayed by my side, thought ten thousand may fall to my right and my left i know i'm safe under the shadow of the Most High!!! and though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i have no fear that you have already gone ahead." i sit here in my log cabin with tears streaming down my face my hair in knots and my makeup smeared, the past year has brought me closer to the One who has mattered the most. He is the only one i need to please. once more a few more shivers shoot up my spine and all the hair on my body stand up and i feel warm and safe, for i know that my Jesus is sitting right beside me and wiping away my tears and saying," i love you, i really do love you my daughter, my bride, my beloved, i love you."

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February 26

i am so lost

ok so heres an apology to all ya'll that have written me but i'm so lame that i can't figure out this new site. it may take me awhile to write back. so to all of my friends love you all and i may not be on here for awhile, happy late single awareness day aka valentines day and God bless you all, yes even you!!!!! i am going to try to figure this high tech thing out!! PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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January 21

no one loves me anymore...

wow life comes at you fast
for the few brief moments your happy and you feel like nothing bad could come your way
then all of a sudden something happens,
the man(or woman... in my case a man) you love cheats on you with your "best friend"
everything falls away.
life is at its crappiest moment
you want out but you can't find the way.

no one loves me anymore.
valentines day is around the corner and man i feel like crap.
no one will be my valentine,
i know how lame that sounds but thats how i feel.
i'm not worthy of having a man love me
i'm a brown eyed, brown haired chick who will be single forever.
i'll be a cat lady
man that sucks.
so i know how desperate this sounds
but please send me some love.
or at least a hi
that would make me feel more alive
and even loved.
i hope that all ya'll reading this has a great V-Day
be happy
not sad!
wow i'm really sad, close to depressed but not quite there...
i'm almost there though.