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II can't walk in a straight line. I drop things when I'm nervous.
I'm terribly disorganized. I drive like an ass. I eat greasy foods with a diet coke. I steal the blankets. I laugh at my own jokes. I procrastinate. I leave my clothes all over the bedroom floor. I "borrow" things and never give them back. I'm ditzy. I'm forgetful.
but I'm fun.
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"Take what you can from your dreams,
make them as real as anything." - Dave Matthews
"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free." - Jim Morrison
in due time.
this is how it works.
you're young until you're not.
you love until you don't.
you try until you can't.
you laugh until you cry.
you cry until you laugh.
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath.
no, this is how it works:
you peer inside yourself,
you ta ke the things you like,
and try to love the things you took.
and then you take that love you made
and stick it into someone else's heart,
pumping someone else's blood
and walking arm in arm.
you hope it doesn't get harmed,
but even if it does,
you'll just do it all again.
we all have um.
Each of us has something within us which won't be denied, even if it makes us scream aloud to die. We are what we are, that's all. Like the old Celtic legend of the bird with the thorn in its breast, singing its heart out and dying. Because it has to, its self-knowledge can't affect or change the outcome, can it? Everyone singing his own little song, convinced it's the most wonderful song the world has ever heard. Don't you see? We create our own thorns, and never stop to count the cost. All we can do is suffer the pain, and tell ourselves it was well worth it.
You find that peace.
"We'll drive. Keep driving. Head out to the middle of nowhere, take that road as far as it takes us. You've never been west of Philly, have ya? This is a beautiful country Monty, it's beautiful out there, like a different world. Mountains, hills, cows, farms, and white churches. I drove out west with your mother one time, before you was born. Brooklyn to the Pacific in three days. Just enough money for gas, sandwiches, and coffee, but we made it. Every man, woman, and child alive should see the desert one time before they die. Nothin' at all for miles around. Nothin' but sand and rocks and cactus and blue sky. Not a soul in sight. No sirens. No car alarms. Nobody honkin' atcha. No madmen cursin' or pissin' in the streets. You find the silence out there, you find the peace."
XC24hunter
hey gorgeous how r u? u hav beautiful eyes btw!
posted Apr 23
Sick_Drummer
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posted Mar 07
Sick_Drummer
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posted Mar 04
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posted Mar 01
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posted Feb 23
xdeconstructedlovex
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posted Feb 22
xdeconstructedlovex
i miss talking to you. it saddens me. :( how are you?
posted Feb 09