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AWAY WITH WORDS
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That's all that's left of me.
A while
I want to live forever so don't forget about me.
I am an open book with empty chapters.
I want to look into your eyes and believe that this world is not made up of lairs, cheaters and monsters. And you told me, "There are no monsters, just --people"
I know why the caged bird sings. Because it's unrequited.
I know why the caged bird is unrequited.
Because it is a caged bird whose vision of the world is never met in return.
Let's get on with it...
Thoughts and Poetry 2
I was in the city sitting with my friend and we were talking about how many people are unhappy with themselves and how they look and how they compare themselves to people in the media. so I wrote this poem as though I didn't believe it. so here it is.
How hypocritical my words are
"Happiness with yourself"
these lips said
"Be content with you"
pushed from behind my teeth
I looked past those spheres of influence of hers
For I knew that my words
were manufactured in the corners of my mind
Held together by hypocrisy
Molded by lies
Lies different in their nature
Because what I said was true
However,
not unto myself
I cannot stand to look at myself reflected
My skin ugly, riddled in scars
My hair, broken, mistreated and abused
My body, tired, wasted on junk
I want to transform myself to a better me
But it could only start and end with me
Every commitment 'til this moment
Broken, by my unability to want it
To make sacrifices
To build will
To push myself
To broaden myself
Past these four walls I condemn myself to
Beyond my insecurities
Outside on my inhibitions
But who knows?
How hypocritical my words are.
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As on my page, I decided recently that I was going Vegetarian but some of my significant people in my life have tried to talk me out of what was my decision so I wrote a poem showing my anger of them trying to control me.
From my mind produce these thoughts
My actions are of my desire and will
As if to have you in my mind
Commanding my every thought process
Controlling my every movement
Will never be
I am my own free spirit
And of my own free will
Within my rights and inhibitions
I will do what I please
In bounds of my kindness and optimism
I shall think what I please
I refuse to be governed
by experiences other than my own
If I choose to be guided by wisdom way beyond my years
I would reach out and lend an ear
I refuse to hear what is right and wrong
By your standards,
And your standards only
I live inside this machine
I manufacture these thoughts
I cultivate these judgements
I decipher these thoughts to words
I inhabit this life
So I refuse to let anyone tell me how to govern the reality I make possible
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Enjoy the [fucking] silence
Thoughts and Poetry
i was in bed and i kept thinking about a lot of things, like a boy i was involved with and how i like the hustle and bustle of the city, so here's a couple of things i thought about. then i turned them into poems.
If only this tips withheld the power to firmly grasp those hands
I would put a one back in front of that two
I would escape to where the chaos could drown out the riot
I would dim the quiet
Only because i can't bear to hear the beat
I can't bear to hear protrusions moving
I can't bear to hear every word unspoken
If only this tips withheld the power to firmly grasp those hands
I would put a one back in front of that two
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You know, I could cry
I could cry for every moment i felt happy
And every moment i felt sad
I could let the salt water sting
Run away from my eyes
Run away from my mind
Down my cheek
And on to my lips
But my tears never knew
They ended up in the same place as the words they replaced
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Enjoy the [fucking] silence.
JON
hey whats up..... if you get a chance u should
check out a band called 200 west. I think you would
dig their sound.
posted Aug 26
martin
hello:) What up? I member group "At
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of what we do
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thanks , good luck!
posted Jun 14
Stupid Flanders Street Team
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posted Apr 06
Ezekiel 3000
Hey what’s up?? I just wanted to stop by your page to
let you know that I have posted up some new tunes. I
know that you get these a lot but if you go to
www.purevolume.com/theezekielexperience, you won’t be
disappointed. Also I’m releasing some FREE songs
really soon.
posted Apr 03
Aliwild
whut up i got some new tracks on my page,my artist name
is aliwild.tell me if u like them.leave a comment,if u
dig them spread the word.
posted Mar 05
Ezekiel 3000
yeah, i totally understand how you feel. i went to see
The Fold, The Wedding, Ocean Is Theory, and Flynn last
night, and all i heard were breakdowns and screamo.
don't get me wrong, the bands were good, but they
repeat the same stuff all the time! i'm digging indie
bands like mewithoutYou. it's different and i like it.
posted Mar 05
fatguitarninja
well thats inconvenient =/
posted Mar 04
witheveryfadingmemory
if you consitently fabricate your life with the
intention to foil yourself, to escape the realization
that we're not really eternally tangible you over look
generality, creating this standard of living which
ignores everyone except those who meet the standards
you composed to abdicate everything that is "you"
naturally. Enjoy yourself and look beyond the standards
you and every one create. sorry, thats just the
impression i got when i read your comment and then your
pv page... im not interesting. thank you for the
compliments.
posted Mar 04