hahahha OH WOW.
Posted July 14, 2008
i finally figured out my way back onto this site. man so much has changed since my last blog. i broke up with that freshman.. cheated on him too many times. i made some pretty bad choices this past year. partied alot. had alot of sex. its whatever though. i got smarter about it. cause dont get me wrong i love to party, but now i know how to be smart about it i guess. and im also no longer throwing myself into bed with guys. hopefully my actions will hold up my words, but thank you hpv for opening my eyes. i got a treatment for it. things will be better. it scarred me shitless though. i found out who really means something to me, i now know who i can count on, and who i can really call a friend. and i fell in love. his name is nathan. its been almost five months. hes 18 and graduated from a different school. hes awesome.. weve got our problems.. like how hes still got a wall up on me that he peaks over occasionally. he told me im different. goddamn hes such a good kisser. annnnddd.. hahaha. ;] i got back into running after some physical therapy. i tried out for captain. i didnt make it. im not so upset about it anymore. the other girls are better for the job. things are working out for me for the most part again. im about to be a senior. im in california right now. i miss my boyfriend. and i miss my friends. but im okay. im strong again. im hoping for a safer year.
