all that i know is i'm breathing.

Posted June 8, 2009

Life is confusing. I hate how I have insecurity problems. I can't give in. I don't want to. I didn't do anything that would make him think I wouldn't want him. He will either text me, or not. And if he does then he is amazing as I thought he was, and if he doesn't then he likes me in a way that isn't enough and I don't need. I just wish I could make one relationship actually work for once. It's crappy. This feeling is deja vu that it makes me sick. I need to stay strong.