Age: 17
Location: Detroit, MI
Joined On: Jan 21, 2009
Hey there :D
talk to me, life is boring.
tell me good music to listen to.
I like everything from folk to techno.
So, Alot has happened since I was last on here. Reading my last post was weird. Reminding me of that stupid boy. He stopped talking to me, and acknowledging my existance. BUt I don't care anyways. He was too good to be true. Madison has set me up with Josh now. Two years younger than me, I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around that. But I do like him, he's really cool and funny. I hung out with him and Adam last night and it was fun. I'd like to hang out again soon I think. Maybe I'll get this one right.
Life is confusing. I hate how I have insecurity problems. I can't give in. I don't want to. I didn't do anything that would make him think I wouldn't want him. He will either text me, or not. And if he does then he is amazing as I thought he was, and if he doesn't then he likes me in a way that isn't enough and I don't need. I just wish I could make one relationship actually work for once. It's crappy. This feeling is deja vu that it makes me sick. I need to stay strong.
So, Brandon is the cutest guy I've ever met. When he texted me at 2am and I could've died from happyness. And he says he means it. I don't understand how anyone can say anything bad about him. He is adorable. I wish I saw him so much more :D Maybe once soccer and school are over I will. I'm still scared of everything though. Casper, I'm pretty sure, has broken my trust in everything. I'm not going to give up trying though.
I just read my last post. Hehe, I'm so over that stupid boy. He's dumb and I've decided to stop being dumb about him. I don't like the way he treated, the more I look back the more I'm getting confused about why I'd ever want him around me. I must have been desperate for a little attention. It's okay because it's all over now. Friday night I had a great time, hanging out with a cute, funny guy who is nice to me. He doesn't do dumb shit that Casper would. Oh yeah and he would show up there when I didn't want to see him. That was okay, I stayed away from him. I like hanging out with my new interest. I hope he isn't just playing with me. I'll take my chances and hope I don't break myself. :D I've been happy for a week straight, it's so nice.
Stuck on Disney music... <3 heart! Okay so. I'm done with him but I'm not really. I'd be done if I knew there was not a chance, which I basically know. So I'm a dumbass. I don't know what I'm trying to say. Maybe I won't ever be able to just have a normal friendship. That's alright(psh, noooot). Two months and I'm definitely over it. I need to find someone new. Unlikely...
Stupid Flanders Street Team
Hey I know this a random message and everything but we
noticed that you liked ska and alternative rock and
punk. We are an up and coming ska band from Orange
County, CA and if you have any free time and are open
to new music you can check us out on our page and let
us know what you think:
http://www.purevolume.com/stupidflanders A ny
constructive criticism would be much
appreciated! Thank you for your time! GET STUPID! --
Stupid Flanders
posted Jun 11
martin
hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock
band called "At Breakfast
http://www.purevolume.com/atbreakfast
posted May 30
Joe
Hey! If you like this kind of music, you should check
my page out! Please :) Thanks! - Joe Krug
posted May 05
MoniCa
Check out my music and let us know
what http://www.purevolume.com/MonicaMusic
posted Apr 01
Madison
The reason we made these in a matter of two days is
because we are, for argument's sake, the same person.
:D
posted Jan 24
Madison
Dear Autumn, You are a creeper. Love, Madison. [your
bestie :D]
posted Jan 24
LucasDeClavasio
hey! if you're looking for something chill to listen
to, check out my music at
http://www.purevolume.com/lucdee ! i look forward to
hearing from you :)
posted Jan 21