Posted April 4, 2006
Things happen, but we can't control it. We want to try and change the wrong we've done, but we can't. I want to get rid of the things i feel and the way i feel them. I fear falling, but i want to so badly. i want to change who and what i am, but i can't. i want to be who they all want me to be, but i'm not. some say,"be who you are, not who they want you to be," but it's not always that easy.It tares me up inside, and i can't decide what to do. Do i be myself or what they tell me to be? Why is this so difficult? Shouldn't life be easier than this? I shouldn't have to walk with my head down, trying to avoid the looks. I should hold it up high with Pride, but i can't. Everytime i'm happy someone comes along and tales it away.I feel the way i've always wanted, but it doesn't last. Why can't i be the person i am with out someone destroying the only thing i've ever known? My self...
By:
asmith
