Posted February 26, 2007
How does this always happen?
How do i find something that i feel is so right, but ends up being so wrong?
I feel safe and easy for a few weeks and then they take 5 jumps in front of me?
Then i run away to something that has mad me feel safe and special and has never taken more than 2 steps in front of me.
I want a future with the one who stays with me, not in the place that i am no where near close too!
I want to be held and loved and know i will be welcome at all times, and be able to stay for as long as possible!
There is only one person that has made me feel all the things that i want to feel, and he knows who he is.
The only thing wrong is that the situation is EXTREMLY complicated!!!!
I wish it was easier, but i can't control what stands in our way.
I just want to be with "Some'n Special!!!!"