Posted February 26, 2007
well since no one will probably read this and if they do whatever, i'll spill all thats troubling me.
so my grandma has cancer. really bad and fast growing. so "they" think she'll live till the end of this week. honestly i'll be happy to see her go. i love her so much and its just hard to see her like this and all the pain she's in. so it'll be for the best when she goes. its her time. and she's at peace. suffering is miserable. i wouldn't want to be alive if i was in her state. its starting to get to her brain. i'm scared she won't remember us or anything soon. thats it. i'm done now.