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ARI-NANNA
Age: 18
Location: Sandy, Utah
Joined On: Mar 08, 2006
Occupation: Whatever you want me to be...god that sounds kinda emo
Yeah so I am pretty much a loser.. Um I am 16, I go to Brighton Highschool. I am boring cuz I take all the ap and honers classes and pass them with good grades. I love anything and everything that involves an adrenaline rush. I love that feeling of butterflies in my stomach. I don't have a boyfriend, what can I say, I get bored fast, and I need someone who can keep up with me. um..... yeah thats pretty much it. if you want to know anything else you can pretty much leave me a comment or something...
drama is over!!!
Okay, so all of my drama and confussion is over.. No more addiction.... I am moving which is way exciting, Cuz I am extremly freakin happy about it.... Yeah I turn 16 on june 8th which is also way freaking awesome! And yeah I am pretty much a loser who has nothing interesting to actually write about so I am going to shut up now... I wonder if anyone actually reads these anyway.????lol
Conflicting Feelings
Yeah, so less than 5 minutes ago, I posted a blog, that said that I had to give up my "addiction", But I will be completly honest, I really dont want to, because I love that feeling that I get from it. That natural high, the butterflies that dance inside your stomach, the headspins from what seems almost too good to be true, what probably is too good to be true. Right now my thoughts are being torn in two completly different directions, there is a part of me that is trying to be logical, saying that, it will never work, this addiction will only cause me problems in the future, that I should just let go because it is impractical. Then there is a part of me, being torn in the complete opposite direction. a part of me saying that I should go after this, because it makes me happy, because I love this feeling, because it simply is what I want not what I necessarily need for survival, more, what I want for my own sanity. So, I am having completly conflicting feelings. And to be honest I am not sure what I am going to do. Typically I am a very practical person... who tends to think and reason alot, but right now I want to be spontaneouse, I want to do something I don't normally do and follow my heart................................................................................. AHHHHHHH! I am so damn confused!
I'm giving up.
Yeah, those of you who really know me, know that if I really really want something or someone, I always find a way to fullfill that want. But I have realized that maybe in this situation, it is simply better to just give up, pretend like I never wanted it in the first place, Korri-boo knows what I am talking about.... Yeah I know, I am being extremly vague right now, but.... well it is just easier that way. So yeah it's not the giving up part that sux, it is what I am trying to give up. It is like trying to get rid of an addiction (once again Korri, will know what i am talking about).... It is not easy to do, especially when in some ways, even when it does not make complete sense that addiction can be good for you, but the circumstances and the fact that you are addicted, kind of work against you.Yeah, I am just kinda going to shut up now, just because, none of you know WTF i am talking about and you have probably already given up on reading my incessent ramblings.....lol
Addiction
Yeah, so I have found this guy that I really really like............. The best way to describe his hold on me is, the word addiction. I'm addicted to him! Unfortunantly, some of life's little details are preventing anything I want from happening. But who knows maybe if I am lucky, fate will one day work in my favor, and who knows....... Miracles can happen, right?
Korri-Boo
And i AM NOT a skank face...
posted Feb 20
Korri-Boo
like a cheesey valcano?? lol.... what is ur issue? I
LOVE YOU .... like i love my radio...and my bed... O
SHNAP!!!
posted Feb 20
Miss_Emmy
Hello darling I saw you yesterday
posted Nov 19
Korri-Boo
BOO U WHORE!!!
posted Oct 19
Korri-Boo
I LOVE YOU!!! had to tell u so lol have fun this summer
kk CALL ME and ill com ekidnap you lol .
posted Jun 05
Korri-Boo
Hey my loverly persona! im so screwed the competentcy
test in my 1st is 2marrow!!! o no SHIT !!! hmm o well
so im gonna be a ditch digger the rest of my life HAHA
jk jk u would kill me if i didnt graduate ...but hey i
may not grad with like amillion honors but i have to
graduate soon !!! mwahahahahah evil laughter !! haha HI
PEANUT GALLERY
posted May 30
Miss_Emmy
Hey hott stuff I have not been up to much. Hey guess
what I am moving to Price with Missy for like 6 months
But I got to go love ya
posted May 23
Korri-Boo
Ok so umm ya CJ who?? ya umm i only know 1 CJ and thats
cj woods LOL ummmm hmm ya i need to get an intresting
story to tell you soon!!! i love you hoser face!!!! umm
so yea u should stay here untill the 9th and leave on
the tenth then at least you could go to our BBQ lol i
love you what am i gonna do with out u this summer....i
DEMAND one phone call a week lol ya right you will be
all busy like up in Potatos-Ville idaho lol jk jk HAVE
A BLAST RINA I LOVE YOU ...hoser face and all !!!!
posted May 23