i wonder
Posted March 20, 2008
[this isn't a poem, it's just me rambling] if he knows how much i miss him. if he knows how much i need him. if he knows that i know he's not ok without me. this situation we're in is such a big mess. and neither of us wanted it. each day makes it so much harder. but so much closer. i miss the smell of him. the way his mouth is uneven when he laughs. how he can sing anything and it sounds like heaven. how his guitar matched that sound. how he spent just as much time in the bathroom as me. how his arms fit perfectly around my body. how he shared my pants..even though they were too short. i miss everything about him. even the bad stuff. even the useless stuff about a person you shouldn't even miss but you do. miles are my enemy for this.
