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ANGEL OF YOUR NIGHTMARE
Age: 16
Location: HOLY SHIT! WHERE AM I?
Joined On: Feb 15, 2007
Occupation: being a kid/teen in a stupid world
my name is patricia. i'm a vegetarian. i love music. for some reason people think that everyone else can change except me. alot of the people i've known since kindergarden still think i'm a goody two shoes, but the truth is, i'm not and they're either blind or stupid to think i haven't changed since then. everytime things start going my way and i finally feel like i'm fitting in, the earth goes through some kind of change and i have to start over to find my place in it all and i hate it. i cry alot more than anyone should but chances are, you'll never see me cry. i wish people would stop telling me who to be. i don't care what others think of me. i am really terrible at gym. i cause alot of accidents and find random things to make fun of. despite what people think, i'm not an idiot. i'm smart and i honestly hate it when people judge me and think i'm stupid, especially people who are in all my classes. HELLO I GOT INTO THE ADVANCED CLASSES TOO AND I'M NOT FAILING THAT MUST MEAN I'M SMART SO STOP THINKING I'M AN STUPID! i really and truely hate myself sometimes but i can't change that. i say and do things quickly because i never feel like i have time to think. people think i'm bipolar, but i don't know. if someone makes a grammer mistake, i will find it and i will exploit it until they learn from it. if you think that it's fun to misspell words on purpose like writing "cuz" and such, i will most likely hate you. if you type ~LiKe Th1s~ i will most likely hate you. i'm very opinionated and i get angry alot. despite what i say, i have a very bubbly personality and most people find it veryeasy to get along with me. love me or hate me, then get over it.
here's how it goes
i swear to god if one more person asks me why i do the things i do, i might strangle them to death. for the record: 1)i am a vegetarian because i don't like meat and i find it cruel to kill animals. it's not like they can't feel things too. 2)no i do not care if you eat meat in front of me. it doesn't bother me. go eat a cat for all i care. it's only hurting you. 3)i'm pale because i like it. no i won't get a tan just because you say i look pasty or whatever. it's non of your concern. when you get skin cancer and die, i'll laugh at you. 4)i say what i want because i want to. 5)that also goes for the way i dress. if i feel like wearing it, i do. 6) i honestly don't care what you say about me. but if you keep it up, i will be forced to kill you and seeing as i've seen every episode of CSI, i know where to hide the bodies and not get caught.. mmk...now that that's settled.....if you still think i'm cool, then we can talk.
who wants to live in this place i don't so i'll be sleeping
I wish for once i could step back and watch the world go on and see inside people's heads. I wish i knew what every one was thinking, then i wouldn't have to guess about it, and there wouldn't be awkwardness between me and them. If only they'd give me time to think during the day, i'd let them see how wonderful i am. I wouldn't have to talk as much cause i would never have to explain my actions. I hate that i know just what to say, but never have the courage to say just that. I hate that eventually i'll have to give up on the people who don't get me, but they give me nothing that is real to hang on to. They can't keep me here for the life of them. i'm too different from them. They are the circles, i am the square that just can't fit in the round hole, but must make it do for the moment. I hate how just when i think i know someone, they do something so out of charecter that this whole play of life gets thrown off the story line. They ad lib the future, and then all of a sudden, i am left speechless and alone. My siloque gets ad libed just in hope of getting back to script. But it never does and during costume change, i must think of waht to do next. It's like one day, someone will confess their hopes and fears and act like they trust me, and the next day, they'll act so fake to me. And i hate it. Kill the playwright. I'm taking life into my own hands.
Here's the story morning glory
yep......here's the word on what's going on in my life.Most exciting thing?Hmmm-planing a performance for my english class for the whole class to see.Besides that, it's with my friends(including Monica and Bri,my other thirds).Also, this summer, i'm doing PAW(performing arts workshop)so that's pretty much it.ttyl!
What's wirth my time?
that's a question that has one answer,everything is worth it.first love,first heart break,first time you reallize that you matter to the world and everything in between.embrace life and grab it by the wrist and lead it along like a puppy.take ti,e to smell the roses and breath in the summer air.lay in the grass,close your eyes and open them to look at the stars.tilt your head back and laugh when things are falling apart.don't be cynical towards the world.be cynical towards the people.life is great,it's the people in your cornor of the world that suck.....people need to know that,mmk?
omg it's almost here!!!
my b-day is in 15 days from march 12(which is today)march 27 is so coming up and i am so excited...............yah,that's pretty much it,i just had to say"happy birthday to me,happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear tricia dear,happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"
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