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ANARCHEMRYS
Age: 20
Location: kansas/nebraska
Joined On: Apr 20, 2006
Occupation: none
dear {insert name here}, thanks for reading this for whatever reason you are here. but please, don't be an idiot. i do not like shameless self promotion and dead conversations. even though everyone writes about themselves as being different, i find it hard to believe. just be you. but if you suck, then sorry. i lose attention easily. hit the right notes though, and i'll forever have your back. -thomas emrys
ROAD TRIP
tomorrow morning, tuesday the 15th of august, me and the lovely izzy will be leaving the midwest on a grand journy to the west coast.
i will be on the road, camping and driving and exploring from lincoln to olympia washington, stopping there to explore my possible future residence, then down the coast to los angeles to deposit izzy at occidental college where she will be spending her college experience.
i'll be driving myself back home to kansas near the end of august, to do who knows the hell what.
meaning i will not be around for awhile.
and to everyone else starting college this year, especially my close classmates, good luck and don't take yourself seriously.
you live once friends.
<3thomas
If the rain gathered into one big crowd around me, I'd drown in a cloud
I stepped onto the front porch and stood still at the edge of the overhang. I haven't enjoyed the rain for too long. There were memories on my mind. The storm took a breath and gained momentum, right as I had settled in place, as if starting up a song, just for me.
I've always felt older than I am, and now, I just feel old. Things do move by too fast, when looking at them now. Words flooded out of me, but my spring has run dry. Or is it a tree falling in the forest?
We adapt to our circumstances. I feel love, but sitting in bed, I find not just a lack of words streaming out of my mouth, but no roots even forming. The water was shut off, so the pipes rusted. The dog was not fed, so it died.
No direction can be seen in my life because I can no longer comprehend more than the moment. My past self said I spent too much time in the past, so now I see nothing but now, and my future self is having a hard time seeing any future at all.
I need to feel something familiar to grow old quickly. Slap me in the face and show me it is time to move on. I need a bike ride through the midnight rain. I need a stolen bottle of whiskey and a power out snow storm. I need a breather.
5:11!?!? why no sleepy?
I went to the midnight showing of pirates of the caribbean, with my sweet pirate jacket on.
freaking catholic school kids sat in groups near us and this annoying girl wouldn't be quiet until i cut out her trachea.
great movie, but if anything, it needs to win the awards for "Biggest Cliffhanger Ending" and "Most Obviously Set Up For A Sequel"
I've been a bad, non obedient child, and i hope I don't get fired or I will have to find another job until mid august.
then the open road will be calling me to the coast.
for my funeral, i want to be sent out on a boat with all my stuff and set on fire like a freaking viking warrior or something like that. real regal and classy.
-emrys
DROWNINGKAT
sweet deal. you had a really hot friend while you were
taking classes on like i think tuesday night. i was
always like mmm hes cute. redhead i think hahaha.
posted Jan 14
DROWNINGKAT
buttface.... i\'ve been working and stuff. you coming
back to highland? if not i\'ll miss our small chats.
haha. and i\'m poor too. loan me $300
posted Jan 09
Ai . x . nok
i live in lawrence do you have anything thats easier to
reach you on considering i only check this thing every
few months maybe how you been
posted Jan 07
DROWNINGKAT
hey fag, i miss you since school got out... :[ lol.
posted Dec 28
Ai . x . nok
hi fruit cake
posted Nov 29
it's Good To Be Alive
dude....your adorable!
posted Jul 15
m-townnn
lyke hayyyy! lololol
posted May 17
Ai . x . nok
i\'m alright. almost done with school lol. so its
somewhat exciting. i\'ve been trying to finish up a lot
of stuff that just seems to consume me. i hope your\'e
doing better yes?
posted May 14