whats happening?!!!!!

Posted June 2, 2006

oh my god! i think i'm in love but this new step is making me nervouse i mean like my boyfriend claims that having sex will make us closer but i don't know...what if i'm not ready and we do it anyways then BAM! regret! i'm just so scared, and i'm just not sure what i want right now. i'm not sure thats what i want and i don't know, but i can't think or breath or almost do any thing. i can barley type this but no wait...i love him i think i'm ready so....here i go. this is my choice and my mistake and i'm the only one who has to deal with it...unless i get pregnant...o god...