RIP KACEY,MY HOLLISTER BABY,ILL MISS YOU GIRL AND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
Posted April 10, 2006
"tell mom and dad i love them"
"tell mom and dad i care"
"tell mom and dad i tried"
"I'm sorry for all the tears"....
every dollar,every dime,every needle,every line....goes a fix....
its when death is sitting next to you,every needle looks so good,
you envy it....and everything it numbs for you....
it makes you emotionless...
your not happy,not sad,not even mad,
your numb,and this is all because of him,....he's haunting you....
just like this rolled up dollar in your pocket...
your best friend,the stash of crystal hidden inside the teddy bear you got last time you were in the hospital,no more real friends,you see. you cant keep friends and a fix at the same time,it'll never work,your needle becomes more of a friend to you then anything or anyone,you wont let anyone else in....
so your "friends", junkies,
junkies by the age of 12,
they'll always be junkies...junkies till the day they die....and you,you will become on,even though you know you can stop,...you wont,why??????......because your too scared to feel....to feel anything, everything.......
so how bout telling mom and dad you wont stop?
how bout telling dear old dad you stole his money and his car?
how bout tell them the reason your not coming back? huh the bitter addiction is slowly killing you.....
every dollar, every dime, every breath, every line.......
death is sitting next to you...in that rolled up dollar in your pocket,the pipe behind your bed,and the old needle shoved in your underwear drawer,.....the stash is screaming your name....you know the one.....the one shoved in your teddy bear....remember....don't apologize.............................RIP MY LIL HOLLISTER GIRL,KACEY LEIA...FOREVER IN MY HEART 1987-2006 FOREVER YOUNG.......
