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MYSPACE
Posted May 4 | Leave a Comment
GO TO MY MYSPACE,AND ADD ME.......DO IT!!! www.myspace.com/13754648 yep yep you know you wanna read more
RIP KACEY,MY HOLLISTER BABY,ILL MISS YOU GIRL AND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
Posted April 10 | Leave a Comment
"tell mom and dad i love them" "tell mom and dad i care" "tell mom and dad i tried" "I'm sorry for all the tears".... every dollar,every dime,every needle,every line....goes a fix.... its when death is sitting next to you,every needle looks so good, you envy it....and everything it numbs for you.... it makes you emotionless... your not happy,not sad,not even mad, your numb,and this is all because of him,....he's haunting you.... just like this rolled up dollar in your pocket... your best fr… read more
a song from my homeland,.......the translation is there too, my native language
Posted April 5 | Leave a Comment
Upu a`e ka mana`o nou e ke aloha Ku`u ipo ho`oheno o ke aumoe Ua pili ua pa`a he hali`a ka mana`o I ka hana mau `ole anei pu`uwai Ahe waiwai nou e ke aloha He u`i he nohea i ku`u maka E kilohi iho ai i ka waiho kahela O Ha`upu i ka maka o ka `opua Ahe pua i wili `ia mehe ala mokihana Hoapili o ka maile lau li`i `A`ole no he lua e like aku me `oe Onaona i ka ihu ke honi Ha`ina ia mai ana ka puana Ku`u ipo ho`oheno o ke aumoe A`o `oe a`o wau i ka po la`ila`i I ka… read more
ewwww alchy
Posted April 1 | Leave a Comment
so i pretty much drank way way way too too much last night, i got in a fight with some girl twice the size of me.but im little so thats not to hard to do...i beat her ass thank you very much,i ran from the police attempted to jump a fence and ripped a whole in the knee area of my jeans,was pissed but it actually gives them some character so its all good...i dnt think i can ever look at another bottle of smirnoff,i drank like 2 5ths straight no chasers or mixers, got home my dad literally kicke… read more
Lifeless Empty Me
Posted March 28 | Leave a Comment
So once again here i sit.... Wondering why i take the time to try and fake my happiness, For i am the epitome of death, I'm fading into a deranged state not knowing where to go or what to do I'm but a fly on the wall to everyone but you, You attempt to pick up the pieces to my feeble broken heart, But lifelessly i fade away right back into the dark, That engulfs my soul,my mind,my heart, And as i sit here the tears i cry taste not of salt, But of the thick red blood thats soon to be, What onc… read more
love is a false hope a forgotten memory and a wasted dream, it ends in pain so why hurt yourself
Posted March 28 | Leave a Comment
THIS IS MY LAST CALL FOR GOODBYES in this sweet surrender, in this forgotten place, my eyes bleed tears, as i look upon my face, in this mirror image, i see what they all see, and yet this bleeding heart, wishes to be free, in this sweet addiction, in this razor we call love, the infection we call pain, is ripping me apart, in these shadowed eyes, in this lifeless empty me, i watch myself as i bleed, the cuts help set me free, in this loveless person, behind my hollow laughs, deap inside… read more
YAY!!!!!
Posted March 7 | Leave a Comment
YAY mauras back!!!!!!!!1 im excited, love her!!!!just thought id let people know lol hahaha.................... What Is Love? Love is a shy smile, a sweet hello, a soft caress... Love is two hands entwined, a lingering kiss, a swelling of the heart... Love is undeniable, unforgettable, unimaginable, and what every heart yearns for... read more
I.M me or just talk, calisrfrgirl16 AIM
Posted March 7 | Leave a Comment
If you wanna talk ill listen, if your having a day and you need to vent no matter what it is or who you are, ill listen and ill always be here,... i know what its like not having anybody to run to, to talk to, to turn to when you need it most.so ya im here if anybody wants to talk , id love ta : ) trust me,plus i love to help, any problem i may not be able to fix it but ill always try ; D read more
THE FIRE RESTART
Posted March 1 | Leave a Comment
SO MY FAVORITE BAND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD IS OFFICIALLY THE FIRE RESTART!!!!! GAH HER VOICE IS SOOOO FUCKIN HOT!!!!! ANYONE WHO LIKES MUSIC SHOULD DEFFINATLY TAKE A PEEK BECAUSE THERE AMAZING,....BY THE WAY OUR BAND AMONG THE SHADOWS SOUNDS JUST LIKE THIS THEYRE OUR INSPIRATION,..... OH AND BY THE WAY I MISS MY FRIEND MAURA! I HAVNT TALKED TO HER IN LIKE SOSOSO LONG AND ITS KINDA DEPRESSING.......EH WELL IM BORED SO IM OUT, PEACE! read more
MY SOLITUDE
Posted February 15 | Leave a Comment
here i am, crying on your shoulder again, here we are, your fixing my broken heart, fix my broken wings, mend my broken strings, help me to believe that i can fly again, here i am..... time is so misleading, and love is so mistreating, and i cant seem to understand just why i need you so, here i am,cryin on your shoulder again, here we are,your fixing my broken heart cut my wrists so deep, watch them as they bleed, time just took its toll, here i slowly go, i need you,....... here i am, c… read more
long distance love......it sucks,especially when they dnt know....
Posted February 8 | Leave a Comment
A single tear rolls down my face My heart begins to pound and race As all I've longed and dreamed to see Is standing there in front of me To be embraced and held by you My greatest wish has come true Your sweet smile and arms held wide You wipe the tear from my eye To feel your heartbeat race with mine Sends shivers up and down my spine A kiss so soft and gentle too As finally I get a taste of you Three words I say to let you know Just how much I love you so In your eyes I can see it too Y… read more
HELP!?!?!?
Posted February 7 | Leave a Comment
What do you do when you have this feeling that you cant explain for someone you just met or barely know,only you get along like youve known each other forever like your best friends almost.... you get the feeling like your falling, only you know youll probably never get the chance to be with this person, hold this person, or even see this person,....im really confused and i need help big time,......... i just dnt want to lose them.....even though i dnt really have them,.....weird read more
meee
Posted January 10 | Leave a Comment
hey, my names kailani, i sing lead in our band Among The Shadows, were working on our first cd right now,Emo, power pop, scremo, its kinda a wide variety. it should be good...i hope lo,l so as soon as we get that done it should be on here. my life revolves around music, or surfing at crystal pier or north jetty in O side, that or wakeboarding at my summer pad in havasue. i dont really know, im really laid back and outgoing, ill pretty much do anything,...and i mean anything, our hobbie out in… read more
