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Age: 19
Location: SoCals finest city........SD BABY!
Joined On: Jan 04, 2006
Occupation: musician\\waitress
Website: http://www.myspace.com/13754...
ghebzsukks26
indonesia
Forgotten In The Shadows
Orange, California..Now Chicago, Illinois...
missed-me__x
St Thomas Ontario
orgasm on the screen!
two oh five
in the wake of a sweet surrender in a darkness no one understands you find one always walking the broken path to find something unknown.....and in thst second you see her you hear the music that follows and her eyes light up and you see what truely is tomorrow..........so beautiful but forbidden..... she is what you want you need you long for and yet she is the one you'll never have, she is forbidden and therefore. she is the wanted.........shes the shadow. the darkest place in everyones heart.....the depths of your soul......the desire for the unknow.......will you walk the broken road?
MYSPACE
GO TO MY MYSPACE,AND ADD ME.......DO IT!!!
www.myspace.com/13754648 yep yep you know you wanna
RIP KACEY,MY HOLLISTER BABY,ILL MISS YOU GIRL AND I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
"tell mom and dad i love them"
"tell mom and dad i care"
"tell mom and dad i tried"
"I'm sorry for all the tears"....
every dollar,every dime,every needle,every line....goes a fix....
its when death is sitting next to you,every needle looks so good,
you envy it....and everything it numbs for you....
it makes you emotionless...
your not happy,not sad,not even mad,
your numb,and this is all because of him,....he's haunting you....
just like this rolled up dollar in your pocket...
your best friend,the stash of crystal hidden inside the teddy bear you got last time you were in the hospital,no more real friends,you see. you cant keep friends and a fix at the same time,it'll never work,your needle becomes more of a friend to you then anything or anyone,you wont let anyone else in....
so your "friends", junkies,
junkies by the age of 12,
they'll always be junkies...junkies till the day they die....and you,you will become on,even though you know you can stop,...you wont,why??????......because your too scared to feel....to feel anything, everything.......
so how bout telling mom and dad you wont stop?
how bout telling dear old dad you stole his money and his car?
how bout tell them the reason your not coming back? huh the bitter addiction is slowly killing you.....
every dollar, every dime, every breath, every line.......
death is sitting next to you...in that rolled up dollar in your pocket,the pipe behind your bed,and the old needle shoved in your underwear drawer,.....the stash is screaming your name....you know the one.....the one shoved in your teddy bear....remember....don't apologize.............................RIP MY LIL HOLLISTER GIRL,KACEY LEIA...FOREVER IN MY HEART 1987-2006 FOREVER YOUNG.......
a song from my homeland,.......the translation is there too, my native language
Upu a`e ka mana`o nou e ke aloha
Ku`u ipo ho`oheno o ke aumoe
Ua pili ua pa`a he hali`a ka mana`o
I ka hana mau `ole anei pu`uwai
Ahe waiwai nou e ke aloha
He u`i he nohea i ku`u maka
E kilohi iho ai i ka waiho kahela
O Ha`upu i ka maka o ka `opua
Ahe pua i wili `ia mehe ala mokihana
Hoapili o ka maile lau li`i
`A`ole no he lua e like aku me `oe
Onaona i ka ihu ke honi
Ha`ina ia mai ana ka puana
Ku`u ipo ho`oheno o ke aumoe
A`o `oe a`o wau i ka po la`ila`i
I ka malu o ka lau ali`ipoe
-.....Translation....-
My thoughts recur, for you my love
My sweetheart, so cherished at midnight
We cling to each other, in thought and mind
By the endless act of our hearts
You are a treasure, my love
So beautiful and lovely for the eyes to behold
I glance as you lie spread out in view
Like Ha`upu to the eyes of fluffy clouds
You`re a flower entwined with fragrant mokihana
Companion of the small-leafed maile
There is none to compare with you
So fragrant for the nose to breathe
I end and close my story
Of my sweetheart so cherished at midnight
Only you and I in such a calm night
Sheltered in the shade of canna leaves
ewwww alchy
so i pretty much drank way way way too too much last night, i got in a fight with some girl twice the size of me.but im little so thats not to hard to do...i beat her ass thank you very much,i ran from the police attempted to jump a fence and ripped a whole in the knee area of my jeans,was pissed but it actually gives them some character so its all good...i dnt think i can ever look at another bottle of smirnoff,i drank like 2 5ths straight no chasers or mixers, got home my dad literally kicked my ass and busted my mouth open, i went to the hospital for stitches cuz he hit me a little too hard,i lied to the surgeon and told him i was way drunk and fell off my friends roof,got lectured on how drinking is irrisponsible....i woke up this morning ad didnt know how i got home with a spliting head ache stitches ripped clothing and blood all over me and now im drinkin a beer and eatin som micky Ds and all that good stuff...come to find out my friend rolled her car when i was in it and i had to get staples in my head only i dnt even remember that,so ya...what a trip of a night...i think i might stick to bein designated dave for a while lol
Lifeless Empty Me
So once again here i sit....
Wondering why i take the time to try and fake my happiness,
For i am the epitome of death,
I'm fading into a deranged state not knowing where to go or what to do
I'm but a fly on the wall to everyone but you,
You attempt to pick up the pieces to my feeble broken heart,
But lifelessly i fade away right back into the dark,
That engulfs my soul,my mind,my heart,
And as i sit here the tears i cry taste not of salt,
But of the thick red blood thats soon to be,
What once was a lifeless empty me....
jaiejaw
oh cool ill check u guys out.. i think i need an add
though...
posted Aug 20
jaiejaw
yeah its been a while.. so your in a band? cool... what
do you play... do u guys have anything up?
posted Aug 18
StupidBitchI'mFamous.
haha no shit! i am really good! how are you?
posted Aug 18
yourebeautiful
hola, its been a while
posted Aug 16
sr_rimilichi
Hello, listen ELECTRO
ARROBA www.purevolume.com/electroarroba Please,
ADD! Greetings and thanks! =)
posted Jun 27
lalas850
hey whats up?
posted May 02
JOVY
hi... still remember me???
posted Apr 29