watch good will hunting if u havent already. it is an amazing movie and the character development in will and his therapist is mind blowing.
take the time to read the lyrics of goodbye friendship hellow heartache by cinematic sunrise and if i cut my hair hawaii will sink by chiodos.
"You keep tugging on my shirt Just to pull me closer One single step at a time Your skin against mine I can just feel you wondering Fit to be tied"--
this rely hit me cuz it can be related to so many things. the whole song does. it could be a girl who keeps pulling you in when shes most likley not the best person for you. or it could be a rely bad habit that is self destructive.
"I feel weak Thrown in wide open spaces We turn ourselves inside out Expose what were afraid to see And I know what you're thinking I tell myself You keep pulling"--
its so hard for us to admit we are wrong or to openly look at our flaws. i dont think ive ever really opened up to someone. its wierd how we are always saying be yourself but when we are asked to look at our flaws we hide and we change. its always hard to see that these flaws are apart of us. they arent going away. we will never be perfect. its a part of being human. but when we do open up and look at these flaws its lik draining all the energy out of us. especially when we see that we have a flaw that we are so against.
"Now grown numb petrified I think No no you don't mean it You simply say it Because you like the way that it sounds"-->br />
i couldnt tell you how many times ive been told someone loves me and they didnt rely mean it. its a terrible feeling to know that when you did love someone that they only said it back cuz they liked the way it sounded. sometimes it can be terrifying because you start to question everything anyone has ever said to you. i cant stand it when someone messes with you like that...ha a flaw. i remembered i was with this guy for a year on and off and everytime i broke up w/ him he would go into lik this deep depression. i couldnt take seeing him hurt cuz i still cared for him. so the last time i went out w/ him i stayed w/ him cuz i didnt want to see him get hurt. then after he figured it out we broke up and he went to this gurl who is completley controling. shes got him brainwashed to the point where she will cheat on him infront of him and he wont care cuz he "loves her". its hard to see it happening to someone who was one of ur best friends.
" feel weak And I give up And I give up Sell it well Come on and And sell it"--
i hate it when we get to the point where you just want to give up. its a dark place that seems lik giving in is the only way out. and then we try to just put on this face and sell it to the world around us. ive done it so many times that i lost count. why people do these things is beyond me. but ya kno whut? i dont want to know. if we knew why people did the things they did then wheres the mystery. things are no longer open for interpretation. hell the way i just interpreted this song could be completley off but thats the beauty of it. we can listen to something and see how it relates to us. its a big twisted circle that brings music lovers together.