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Posted October 15, 2008
so much has been going on but nothing has happened. its almost lik drama around here has gone underground. no1 talks bout it as much but you can feel the tension rising in almost every conversation you have with someone. its kinda makin me mad. theres so much i want to say to people but i cant. idk which is worse having the drama be underground or out there on the table for everyone to see. i hate how things are rite now. its lik my mind in running at a million miles an hour on nothing. like my mind almost wants there to be something there to make me worry and stress bout. but nothing has really pissed me off. cept some random ppl who jus flat out annoy me.
homecoming is saturday and im still goin bac and forth on whether i wanna go or not. ik ima hav to go but idk if im going to want to be there. something tells me that theres gunna be a shit load of drama bout hookups and last years drama.
battle at the bands was amazing! every band was awesome but im glad nihilus won they disterved it.
idk y but ive been feelin lik i did around 3rd quarter of last year...alone. things were goin great but now its lik im forced to be with people that i dont wanna be with. maybe im jus making this all in my head. god i hate living in my head and creating situations so real that i think they r real.
i need new people in my life. to make it more interesting or just slightly better. talk to me im sick of people here...
