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Posted November 11 | Leave a Comment
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crazy long entitled.....friends or lack there of....haha plesant
Posted October 17 | Leave a Comment
so im in a rely good mood and shouldnt be typin this out cuz its kinda sad but if i dont itll bug the shit outta me haha so on with the depression lol... so my best friend and probally my only friend got in a hella lotta trouble and prob cant go to homecoming and i was gunna go w/ her. idk if i should go cuz of friends. at skoolik tons of ppl but we arent close that i would be able to go to homecoming & hang w/ them. i hate not having friends. when ever i hang w/ my 2 closest friends and th… read more
blahhhhhh
Posted October 15 | Leave a Comment
so much has been going on but nothing has happened. its almost lik drama around here has gone underground. no1 talks bout it as much but you can feel the tension rising in almost every conversation you have with someone. its kinda makin me mad. theres so much i want to say to people but i cant. idk which is worse having the drama be underground or out there on the table for everyone to see. i hate how things are rite now. its lik my mind in running at a million miles an hour on nothing. like m… read more
a little of the old and a little of the new
Posted October 3 | Leave a Comment
something old... Your killing it watching it rot that stupid grin on your pathetic face insanity surrounding the room waiting waiting to make its move taunting me with its false visions of love and something new (last nite haha) I look at you and all i hear is fake,ugly,worthless screaming over and over you wont stop Fists clentched over my ears i yell, "stop it!" but you dont listen... sitting on the floor my arms covered in blood you lying in pieces arou… read more
fucking stupid
Posted September 23 | Leave a Comment
i had something that was on my mind but things that happened today make me think fuck that. why do things hav to be so fucked up in highschool? i didnt do shit and somehow theres lik 5000 pounds of drama weighing me down right now. im pretty sure that i have absolutly no friends right now. people are so stupid at this school. they talk shit. they cant keep it in their pants and they get their laughs from making others cry. its so childish. UGH im fucking pissed. seriously someone who i can… read more
this friday...
Posted September 23 | Leave a Comment
it rely worries me that its only tuesday and im already bout to kill everyone. but hopefully this friday will change everything. its been lik 2 weeks since ive been to a show and the line up for this friday is amazing. ya there may be alittle drama w/ a few ppl that might go but screw it i need a release. i need this show to be good so i can just have some time to forget about everything....evn if its just for a few hours. just 3/4 more days. it seems so far away. things have been prett… read more
the 1am question game
Posted September 21 | Leave a Comment
why am i not enough? what do i have to do? is happieness a real feeling? will anything ever change? should this be happening when im only 16? is my heart or mind right? would it ever work? what do i have to change? will he ever know? should i tell him will i ever be good enough? can anyone tell me? read more
is this rely worth it anymore?
Posted September 19 | Leave a Comment
those of you that know me know that ive been out of the dating pool for lik a year or 2 and i just jumped back in. im starting to think i jumped in at the wrong end. the first guy i started to like turned out to be an ass and the guy i lik now will never know because hes too busy looking for a hookup. y is it that its so hard for me to evn get a simple glance from a guy anymore. is this rely worth it anymore? will i ever be worth it? i try so hard and i only get hurt even more. tonite i… read more
something more
Posted September 18 | Leave a Comment
ive come to realize that this guy that i like is only looking for hook ups this year. how is it that evn tho i know this i cant help but like him. im told that i MIGHT be goin sumplace w/ him but is that really what i want? to be just another name in his book? how would our friendship be after that? i respect him too much to do this. i dont want just another hookup. thats the least of what i need right now. there is so much going on in my life that having another meaningless night is going t… read more
pt 1 of whatever
Posted September 17 | Leave a Comment
its been forever since my last blog and i have to say it started to annoy me not having it up lol. so ima post several blogs because they will probally be rely rely long. this past weekend was probally one of the greatest in my life. it gave me a chance to get away from everything. i dont think i thought about anything negative or about what was going on back home once. i took a trip with my 2 closest friends-stephany and chealse-to orlando. and here is a little outline of what happened.… read more
pt2
Posted September 17 | Leave a Comment
ive been thinking alot latley. mostly about this friend of mine. i question if he is really my friend. there are only 3 or 4 people i condider friends and he is the one that i question my relationship with which sucks since ive known him the longest. it seems as if he only talks to me on aim or when im with another really close friend. i started thinking about this in my last class on monday. he talked to me and he never does. hes usually talking to these gurls. im not part of his group or any… read more
new pix!!!
Posted September 14 | Leave a Comment
so im uploading new pix now and add my myspace.... myspace.com/kaleydietrich all my pix r on my myspace. and i will post a blog bout my weekend but im waaaay too excited to even comprehend what happened. read more
pre-orlando stuff and w/e
Posted September 12 | Leave a Comment
so in about 30min my best friend and my other rely good friend are comin ovr so we can go to orlando and we r probally gunna get arrested. today has been good to me. nothing bad has happened. there was no drama and french was actually fun. i think ive already said this but on odd days (today) i hav my best friend in every class including lunch and we have been laughing all day. the day flew by so fast. i dont wanna get my hopes up and say oh this weekend is gunna be great cuz sumthin rely… read more
so apparently im addicted to bloging...
Posted September 10 | Leave a Comment
so much has been goin on in my head and in life this week that i need to just take some time and get it all out. im at this place in my life where i feel lik im just sitting on the sidelines. i have 4 friends yes but when i get around their friends its like i dont fit in with them. i have these 2 friends who, you could say, are pretty popular. i have one of them in my last class and most of their friends are in the class. when im in that class i dont talk. i cant talk. its like something is… read more
ima liar
Posted September 8 | Leave a Comment
ik i said i wouldnt make a blog until next week but i feel that this needs to be said. the subject im going to talk about pisses me off to no end. seriously it makes me want to punch a fucking baby. i have a thing that when im bored out of my mind and people i hate are online where i go on youtube and do countless searches of chiodos and cinsun covers. i was recently watching a video of craig performing in an FYE and i read a few of the comments. i dont give a fuck if you hate an artist… read more
