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XXKALEYCHAOTICXX
Age: 15
Location: 941 Bitch!
Joined On: Mar 13, 2007
Occupation: profesional loiterer
"punk is not a mohawk and a rancid shirt,
punk is these nuts so suck on em"--Craigery Michael Owens
whuts up nukkaz! im kaley and this be meh page.im real and if u dun think so oh well.as long as ur a kool person ill befriend ya it dun matter to me whut ppl say as long as ur real!im not a fucking scenie and im not a emo pussy so if ur gunna lable then eat a bag.im on pretty much all day everyday so chances r if ya comment or message ill comment/message bac rite away lol =):
i lik comments more than messages cuz they r faster. my aim is kaleyrd1.
but if you really want to get inside my head read my blogs
the pix r from lik a few monthes ago and b4 i dyed my hair but im tryin to get newer pix up.
iamcraigowens.com .....he is the greatest man alive!
the only reason im living is for this man right here: ![Craig Owens :]](http://s276.photobucket.com/albums/kk10/CRIMEwave_/?action=view¤t=craigowens14.jpg)
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it helps it rely does
BC13 mutha fucka!
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add set it off or i will come to ur house and stick a fork up ur ass and cody will slap you with a glove filled with jelly!!
purevolume.com/setitoffband
myspace.com/setitoff
http://youtube.com/user/rockmaniac89?ob=1 (where it all started)
warped tour OMFG
so i cant write this in order cuz im still sooooo excited bout it so ill jus start from the best.
i waited 2 hours by the AP tent to be first in line to meet craig owens (it was only the first 100) and it was sooooo worth it! i had him sign my shirt and poster and took a pic w/ me thats rely hawt! but my shirt i had lik every band sign but i saved a special place by my heart for craig. i told him that and he said that i was rely cute and that was a good pickup line hahaha. he said he loved me cuz i waited 2 hours for just him. that seriously made my life. and when we were leaving me and my friend saw him walking alone and my friend looked at me and said OMG thats craig owens so we said hi and talked to him a lil.
the cinematic sho was amazing! i was the only 1 gettin into it. and i knocked 3 ppl down. i was in the very front center so i had an amazing view of craigery. he played an acoustic version of baby and it was amazing! he played my fav cinsun songs ever. im so happy he was in a good mood cuz he was talkin bout whut the songs meant. during umbrellas and elephants it was rely dark and cloudy and he said that if it started raining he would loose his mind haha http://youtube.com/watch?v=a7U_UslPd8o (thats the vid i didnt post it but i was next to this gurl. and all their songs i knew and sang w/ him and he would sing to me (he told me he was looking at me). you said you loved me was amazing live and i was in tears. the whole band thought it was cute that i was lik balling and so into it. that is one thing i will never forget. http://youtube.com/watch?v=Lu63u8i1E2Q (this was amazing lol)craig was dancing next to him and singing it was so cute!
just surrender are the nicest guys you will ever meet in ur life! their song crazy is amazing. they said that i could prob break the world record on listening to that song cuz i told them how much i listened and loved that song lol.
greeley estates, alesana,the devil wears prada, and pierce the veil are amazing life! go see them if u can!
3oh!3 was amazing at the myspace tent! they freestyled about mullets and it was halarious!
family force 5 r rely nice and soul glows wife is sooooo pretty.
i cant remember lik anythin but those things cuz so much happened. every1 who worked there was rely rely nice and im sunburn on my neck and it hurts lik a bitch lol.
POST WARPED!!!!!
so after i took the pic of me and craig got it blown up to a 16x20inch pic, got it as a keychain so i can hav it with me forever, and i got 5 versions of it as a reg.size lol. o and im gettin that pic as a pillow case and on the other side of the pillow is gunna be another pic of him that i got b4 the cinsun show. as you can tell im rely rely excited bout this i love him so much and hes the greatest guy i have ever met! we r gunna start talkin through email soon. i hav been talkin about this everyday all day so on aim if u wanna hear bout my warped expierence that was it. i dun wanna type all that shit out again haha.
1am thoughts
ive been writing alot of random thoughts down in the middle of the night for some reason but i dun remember writing whut im going to say. i woke up this morning and i looked at the notebook by my bed and there was something that was lik a page of thoughts.
what i wrote was this.....
is everything a cliche now? when we try so hard to be origional and different some amazing things can come out but its not from the heart. but when someone writes something that is from the heart it is shot down because it is cliche. id rather have something written from the heart that is cliche than have something completley origional and different that wasnt rely whuts going on in my head. things. sometimes our deepest and most true feelings are some of the most daily and cliche things.
when i first read it i was lik wtf? it didnt rely make sence to me but now as i write this im getting it. some parts of this really stick out to me.
1. "writing something from the heart then it being called cliche." i wrote something lik a poem a few days ago completley unedited and from the heart about craig owens. when i posted it on 1 site im apart of it was said by every1 that it was cliche. it bothered me at first, someone saying that whuts going on in my head was cliche. but after a while i started thinking its kind of becoming cliche to say that things are cliche. if that makes sence lol.
2. "id rather have something written from the heart than cliche than something completley origional and different that wasnt rely whuts going on in my head." i think that it would be horrible to have my writing published that wasnt rely who i am and what i think. to me it shows strength if you can put out work that is cliche but what is rely going on in your head. if we write something that isnt rely us its like living a lie. when someone reads my work i want them to get something out of it. wheather it be someone to relate to or some form of advise. anymore there is writing and music that isnt real and has no meaning. that writing rely makes me sick. ive always found that music with meaning teaches us things about life. we can get a better understanding of the world around us. without that life seems pointless. (ik this is kind of drifting but im not editing this im jus letting things flow) for example the song,"baby you wouldnt last a minute on the creek" by chiodos **yea yea ik i love chiodos way to much but its the only thing i can relate to and find true feeling in** that song has been interpreted so many ways. people find meaning and get something out of it. its mostly said its a breakup song but its really about craig wanting to quit chiodos. in a way they are the same but the lyrics giv you something to relate to. if it was just a song about a break up saying ya we r over then what is there to get out of it. with the writing of alot of bands includint cinematic sunrise and chiodos metaforical (sp?) writing is open to interpretation. ok im writing to much bout this one thing so ima jus move on.
3."sometimes our deepest and most true feelings are some of the most daily and cliche things." how true is that. one line of the poem i said that he is the song that keeps me alive. now how many times hav you heard that? it is so completley cliche but it holds so much meaning and feeling. i do think that being cliche is important only if it is used as something truly from the heart cuz sometimes there is no other way to explain something, even if it is a part of how you are feeling.
i might jus move my blog to live journal so yea ill post the info if i do cuz these are getting rely rely long lol
4am thoughts
so i kept waking up last nite with these thoughts. i already didnt get to sleep until 4 but there are two things that i wrote down that i jus felt lik writing about. sry if i hav alot of typos but i cant type worth shit today.
the first thing i wrote down was the line between love and insanity. i looked at this and rite away thought craig owens. eva since warped when i met him my love for him has grown and ive been questioning my sanity. where does the love stop and the obsession begin. i know that im far from obsession because obsession would consist of stalking and sitting in my room for hours just staring at him. i have to much respect for him to follow him and the longest i was in my room looking at him was lik an hour and that was trying to figure out whut he was thinking at that moment in time. there are so many people i know who are about to go over the line of insanity and love. its unsetteling because these idols that are consuming them are not in the best place in life right now. for example, one is in jail for drugs and possible accesory to murder. evn tho jail is the best place for him right now this girl is at the point where she would go to the jail across the country to see him. idols are becoming something that consums the everyday person. when i think about it craig owens is no idol but a role modle, inperfections and all. i think that when you love someone you are able to get mad at them for things like a few years ago at warped he was talking about getting groupies and liking. that seriously pissed me off lik why would you do that but then i remembered this was before the letter from janelle that made him into the man he is today. this is all scattered thoughts and in no order but i think that the best writing is when it is just flowing through no editing or re reading. i dont hav anything else to say on this so i will close this subject with a quote,"idols are made to simply be overcome, and outdone."--Craig Owens
the second thing i wrote down was that flaw in a friend that makes you want to kill them. i immediatley thought of my friend and on a daily basis how i want to jus smash a table over her head cuz she doesnt get it. its lik she is incapable of caring for anyone but herself. the sad part is that its true. everyone has tried to have a heart to heart conversation with her and she doesnt get it. and if you ask her to not do something jus around you she will get all bitchie around you. or if she is with someone else she will change to impress them. one example that still pisses me off is at warped tour rite after i met craig owens i was on cloud 9 and when i went to tell her she was with 2 of our rely hawt friends that i havent seen in a while. when i came ovr and told her whut happened she jus said ok w/e and turned away from me to start talkin to our friend again. and when i asked her where our other friend was she didnt evn turn around but said idk and continued talking. i was so mad that i could hav picked up that monster sound booth and smashed it ovr her head. its so true that myspace can ruin lives and change people. ever since she got her myspace shes been tryin to be a scene queen and jus has become more stuck up. idk if its just her insecurity or whut. not to sound lik i hav an ego but i think she might be jealous of me. lik when she was dating my friend she got mad cuz i talked to him but if anyone else did she didnt care. i used to think she was prettier than me but after hearing from every1 of out friends that im prettier i believe more and more that she is jealous of me. idk i jus wish that she could understand that there are certain aspects of her personality that just isnt acceptable.
music survey out of boredom
so things r gunna be posted before my warped thing cuz im still freakin bout whut happened lol..
- TO TAKE THIS SURVEY, SIMPLY PUT YOUR MUSIC PLAYER ON SHUFFLE -
What is your name? Or what should your name be?:
The price of beauty by suicide silence
How is your life going?:
All Around Me by Flyleaf
What is your nickname?:
The closest thing to closure by haste the day
What is your theme song?:
Thanks for the memories by fall out boy (haha oh how that title is)
What is your best friend's theme song?:
Broken Man by boys like girls
How is your life going to turn out?:
Liar Liar (burn in hell) by the used...well isnt that reasuring lol
Will you get married?:
Rosemary had an accident by the devil wears prada (i rely need to get more positive songs on here lol)
Will you have kids?:
Lexington (joey pea pot with a monkey face) by chiodos (thank you god!)
What will your job be?:
You shouldhav killed me when you had the chance by a day to remember (well thats interesting)
Did you/will you finish school?:
Remembering sunday by all time low (??)
Who is your best friend?:
the scorpions deathlock by the devil wears prada (interesting)
Who is or will be your significant other?:
no hardcore dancing in the living room by chiodos (so ima marry craigery michael owens? hell yea there is a god!!)
Who do you like?:
Dead on arival by fall out boy (haha oh how ive been told that many times!)
How will you die?:
As You Wish by dropout year (haha i lik this one)
How do you feel right now?:
Let the flames begin by paramore
What is your favorite song?:
A letter from Janelle by chiodos (well that letter did make craig into the man that i love today)
How could you describe your parents?:
Seven Years by Saosin
Your best friend[s]?:
Drive by count your blessings (haha well that fits)
Your teachers?:
Heels Over head by boys like girls (o_O)
Your significant other [or crush...]?:
This is how we do by all time low
Yourself?:
So Scene by 4DBling (haha)
What is your best feature?:
Tell me Everything by Just surrender
What will you be / should you be, profession-wise?:
Expired in Goreville by chiodos (so ima die in goreville?)
How could you describe this survey?:
When i go out i want to gout on a chariot of fire by escape the fate (because that makes sense lol)
What makes you angry?:
Dogs can grow beards all over by the devil wears prada (but i lik dogs)
What makes you sad?:
shame shame by from first to last
What makes you happy?:
Goodbye friendship hello heartache by cinematic sunrise (well it was performed amazingly!)
What makes you dance?:
Dear Maria count me in by all time low
What is your favorite color?:
Sharks in your mouth by i killed the prom queen (thats an interesting colur)
How would you describe yourself?:
Bye Simple by kill paradise (aww)
Who is your worst enemy?:
Drive by polariod (but i love these guys!)
Who do you hate?:
The beach by all time low (kinda true)
Who do you love?:
And the sentence trails off by the devil wears prada (....Craigery Michael Owens haha. i trailed off)
Who do you lust after?:
Momentum by a day to remember (thats not dirty **insert eyeroll here**
Finish the Sentence
I wish:
a story to tell your friends by every avenue
I want to:
Misery Muisness by paramore
I want to kill:
Queen of diamonds by chiodos (but i lik that song!)
I want to eat:
Our honeymoon at weston hills by cinematic sunrise (that would be interesting to watch)
My head:
Born for this by paramore
I am:
The words best friends become redefined by chiodos (O_O)
My best feature is:
Holding On by polariod (wow thats powerful)
My eyes are:
Teeth the size of piano keys by chiodos (thats pretty damn big!)
My hair is:
Magnetic by polariod (ahahahahahah)
My face is:
Life is a perception of your own reality by chiodos
You should:
Your told me you loved me by cinematic sunrise (wow)
Random
Words of advice:
Intensity in ten cities by chiodos
How do others see me?:
Keep the heat on the dash by greeley estates (so im too hawt?)
How do I see myself?:
Its Quiet by God the machine
myspce and sum other random shit
ok so i dun hav a myspace yet. so stop askin and tellin me to add you. i should be getting one soon if my mom lets me. so when i do get 1 ill put that as my website.
so i jus got bac to FL yesterday morning and i rely question why i wanted to come bac sooo bad (besides the fact that warped tour is friday yay for me lol) sarasota/bradenton is still one of the lamest places ever lol.
stickam and youtube will be coming soon as well as a myspace. ima try and get a webcam for my bday this year so when i do ill set it up and put the link somewhere either on the top or bottom of my billboard.
speaking of meh bday go check out set it off. they r a band from tampa and they kick some serious ass.if ya dun check them out then ima come to ur house and shove a fork up ur ass and cody is gunna slap you w/ a glove filled w/ jelly. hopefully the guys get bac to my mom soon bout the price to perform. thank god their tour doesnt start till lik 5 days after my bday lol.
warped tour: if ur goin to the st pete show this friday and ya see me come say hi. and if ur kool maybe we can hang for a while and see sum bands. =]:
peace nukkaz!!
xXKaleyChaoticXx
xXsunsets&carcrashesXx
well...i went to go see Dark Knight at midnight the
other night [[omgoshhh one of the greatest movies]]
&& then i think tonight i'm going to see Mamma Mia
:]]
posted 11 hours ago
PopBubblegumx
hehe(: yes mohers seem to get that wayy.
posted Yesterday
PopBubblegumx
pretty lame. im not allowed to leave meh house unless
im going to work): thats why yew dont get into trouble.
lol
posted Yesterday
sosweetlikehonie
I know but there is this rumor going around that his
mom kicked him out and he had to get a job so he had to
shave his head and that he will haave to quit polaroid
I am not sure though??
posted Yesterday
PopBubblegumx
No problemo(: eating a cupcake and listening to Marilyn
manson. u?
posted Yesterday
xXsunsets&carcrashesXx
thats really strange.... i hope its not from jacob's
point of view...i can't stand him as it is.....
posted Yesterday
xXsunsets&carcrashesXx
now that is very weird....
posted 2 days ago
xXsunsets&carcrashesXx
no i dont think it is....cuz they released the first
chapter from it with the special edition of
Eclipse...and that was all written from Bella's point
of view. && she is gonna write Twilight from
Edward's point of veiw once she's done with the tour
for Breaking Dawn yes...i kno....im obsessed :P
posted 2 days ago