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AMANDA KILLS PEOPLE
i am amanda and the only thing i am sure of is that im not goiing to be sure of anything for a really long time.
A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left. - Mairlyn Monroe
I love you.
I miss you, and I always will.
Against Me
Searching for Former Clarity
No the doctors didn't tell you,
that you were dying.
They just collected their money,
And sent you on your way.
But you knew all along,
when on pretending nothing was wrong,
I will keep my focus, til' the end.
And in the journal you kept,
by the side of your bed.
You wrote nightly in aspiration,
of developing as an author.
Confessing childhood secrets,
of dressing up in woman's clothes,
Compulsions you never knew the reasons to,
Well everyone, you ever meet or love,
be just relationship based on a false presumption,
despite everyone, you ever meet or love,
in the end, will you be all alone?
As the disease spreads slowly through your body,
pumped by your heart to the tips of your arms and your legs,
your greatest fear was that your mind wouldn't last,
your coherency and alertness would be the first things to fade,
as your hair thinned, as the weight fell off, as your teeth blackened,
as the leasons spotted your skin, as you fell to your knees in the center of the stage,
as you oftened witness mortality in exchange for the ticket price,
as the lights blended into the continuing noise,
as all hope was finally lost.
Adrenaline carried one last thought,
to throughition.
Let this be the end.
Let this be the last song.
Let this be the end.
Let all be forgiven.
CRM367
haha niceee. someone shoot that bitch.
posted Jun 04
CRM367
hmm yeah. lucky.
posted Jun 04
CRM367
ahh yeah she's a little slow sometimes.
posted Jun 04
CRM367
Yeah i was like Whats up with the purse thing? and she
was like what do you mean other people did it? and i
pointed at your bag and was like Amanda...and she just
went Shit.
posted Jun 04
CRM367
about the attendance thing?
posted Jun 04
CRM367
man, i'm bored.
posted Jun 04
CRM367
dude, yours is going to get taken care of. Mr.Thomas is
boss. I'm watching all that mtv movie awards shit right
now since i missed it the other day. I'm so depressed
about that still.
posted Jun 04
CRM367
Damn. I almost started crying earilier and i didnt even
know why. I was just soooo pissed off. But thats good
that your can get it taken care of. I hope i can,
because i'm pretty certain i cant stay after school
today.
posted Jun 04