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ALWFNDRUMMER1
Age: 25
Location: Anaheim, CA
Joined On: Dec 09, 2005
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Kittymonroe
United States
"Hi I'm Neemiah :) Speculate all you want about me but if you really want to know the truth then just ask. If you're going to judge me before you even get to know me then don't even bother. Dont love me then turn me away. I don't need your sympathy because I am stronger than most people give me credit for. I had to work twice as hard to get to where I am at today, basically because ignorance blind people. That is why I am a very strong willed person. I've been through alot; things that I can truly say that nobody I know has been through. I'm samoan but I'm tiny status :) When I want something I pretty much do all I can to get it. I am super respectful. I rarily get angry because I believe its a waste of energy. I'm a pretty patient person but I've learned from the past few months that sometimes you cant just sit around forever...because life does go on. I don't drink or smoke but I don't get bothered being around it; unless you're being totally abnoxious then I'll probably get annoyed. I love music because its always there for me. I'm blessed with being musically talented but it took alot of hard work and dedication. Making people smile is one of the greatest feelings for me. I'm always willing to help out a friend, even if I just met them. I truly believe that in doing so you find those rare ones that will stick with you through thick and thin. I love sunny days...they make me happy!
.i dont accept half chances.
My Heaven On Earth
"This is the view from Rose Hills in Southern California. Although the picture looks amazing...words cannot describe how much more amazing it is to be up here in person. I used to go up there at least once a week (when I lived back home) to get away from the world and just be free. It's so peaceful and quiet with the exception of whispers from the chill breeze. This place is my Heaven on earth because I actually feel FREE; no worries; no troubles; no pain. Not only is this my Heaven on earth...but it's a gateway to Heaven. My grandma rests here. She's an angel now! I will be one someday soon but for now, I'll just enjoy the view from up here."
THE GOOD; THE BAD...
the good:
i have alot of dreams and i always set the bar high for myself basically because i know i can acheive anything i set my mind too. yes, i may stumble and fall out of focus at certain times but thats normal...the important thing is that i get back up and strive harder. i'm basically an all around good guy; big on morals, honest, and trustworthy.
the bad:
"i just realized that no matter what i tell you about myself, you'll still judge me differently. no matter how sweet/caring/thoughtful/compassionate i am, you'll still hurt me. no matter how much pain i am in, i'll still try my hardest to releive you of yours. no matter how smart i am, you'll still think less of me just because. all these things i encounter on a daily basis. its like wherever i go these shadows follow me, like a pack of vulchures surrounding a dead carcus. so its like whatever i write on here makes no difference because when you see in person, my words dissappear. it's very sad, but so true!!!"
REST IN PARADISE GRANDMA [02-05-07]
...if you all didnt know, this past monday i lost my grandma who just went in for heart surgery. she knew it was a risk to go under the knife but she chose to go ahead with it because she wanted to get better. this whole deal is very tough for my family and i because this is the 1st death in our immediate family. those who have known me for a while knows that my grandma has been in and out of the hospital for the past couple of years. she faught for her life on 2 seperate occasions, however God took her pain away @ 9:40pm on monday. with everything being crazy (ie. funeral preperations, accomidating family coming from afar, etc.) i've been on an emotional rollercoaster...but i try to keep that inside of me so i can "seem" like nothing her death isnt bothering me as much as it is other family memberz....THATS FAR FROM THE TRUTH...its killing me inside. i just lost my grandma :( the sad thing about it was that i didnt get to see her.
I'TS TIME FOR ME...
...to find my way out of this dark tunnel that i've been in for the past couple of months. i've been focusing on the wrong things and for that reason my life has been full of drama and un-needed stress, 2 things i don't need, 2 things i don't want. now it's time to do something about it!!!
i am soooo done...
...with myspace and all its drama!!!
this isnt just a break
...i am done for good!!!
...always at the last moment!
gosh...if ur like me and billions of other teen/young adults who love....yet hate putting off things, especially important things till the last minute then it suxxx! it's wierd how everytime we tell ourselves that we'll never do it again....we end up doing it the next time we have a paper due, or an exam on monday, or sht like that. damn...wtf is wrong with us.....NOTHING! thats how we are i guess! thats how we work and even though we stress a sht load because of it....we still get the sht done....at least i do! so procrastination isn't really a bad thing if you can use it to your advantage. i don't know how to do that but w/e....just get your work done and everyone will be happy. you'll be satisfied you finished......you teacher/instructer/professor will be amazed that you actually got it completed.....and your parents will be happy you got a good a grade on it.....so people.....do your sht no matter what!
fefifofalliALLI
awh. glad i could make you smile. good luck on the
exams. sorry i missed your call this morning... i was
takin a little nap-a-roo. haha. k hopefully ill see you
later boy
posted Feb 14
fefifofalliALLI
dude. i apolagize for not calling back it was just sooo
busy in havasu i didnt stop the whole time i was out
there. it was rad. uhhhmm lets just chill. go to the
beach with me friday er someting. im off tomorrow
(tues. and friday) so yeah.
posted Dec 12
fefifofalliALLI
right on glad you had a good bday. actually. its
friday.. im leaving at midnight for havasu.. prolly
wont be back until sunday night er monday morning. so
dont look for me at work. haha
posted Dec 08
fefifofalliALLI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMYYYY .
posted Dec 05
fefifofalliALLI
hahah are you even allowed to go to two colleges at the
same time? well right on if you are. awh. dont make me
blush. have fun in LV and be safe. im goign to havasu
next weekend. sistas baby shower.
posted Dec 01
fefifofalliALLI
oh dude that totally blows about your phone. sorry to
hear about that. you should gone to cerritos i would
like walked to calss with you. lol. uhmm yeah i
registered for next semester yesterday. would have been
cool if you called, i was so bored driving out there.
im no good at entertaining myself. anyways. lets chill.
posted Nov 30
fefifofalliALLI
im still on a hype from that show!!! awh cute pics.
your friend has insanely gorgeous eyes.
posted Nov 17