Posted December 29 | Leave a Comment
That love that i told you about didn't last long. Nor did those words sounds so sour in my mouth. He was too jealous and i now see that i took that trait with me when i left him. Think of it as a cruel reminder that i will be alone for the rest of my life. That or until the end of the world comes and i start to fight for what i want. Even though i have tried to fight now, but the familiar flow of being pulled down under the flow of it all . Still seems to find me and i just close my eyes and… read more
Posted October 12 | Leave a Comment
today i got the last of the guys that i got to fall for my charms to leave me alone. I think in my loneliness i spread myself to thin to think that i could be everything that all men wanted. When really i was just running from the pain. And i ran right into the arms of the man that would change all that. I hope that it works out; with me and him since we are so alike. But i do know that he makes me happy, even with our ups and downs. I can honestly say that i love him. Shawna read more
Posted October 10 | Leave a Comment
The time is close at hand for all our mother's childern to roam the earth. To walk with gaia's clan with out the masks that they wear everyday. Time for us to howl at the moon and dance with our wings out and our teeth in plain sight. For Luna is letting the Gaia set the stage for all the things that well happen on Samhain . This is my journal for the occation and what i and other will be doing. Think of it as our way of saying hello over the weeks to come til then. * Nods* so welcome to m… read more