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ALTERSGURL33LUNA21
Age: 21
Location: Independence , KY
Joined On: Oct 07, 2007
Occupation: college
I am in love with the coolest guy that is like me. His name is Lance and i plan to marry him. LOL i know it sounds like somethings some little girl in hig school would write but i just feel that way with him so much. *peace sign* much blood and love
Making a choice for new years
That love that i told you about didn't last long. Nor did those words sounds so sour in my mouth. He was too jealous and i now see that i took that trait with me when i left him. Think of it as a cruel reminder that i will be alone for the rest of my life. That or until the end of the world comes and i start to fight for what i want.
Even though i have tried to fight now, but the familiar flow of being pulled down under the flow of it all . Still seems to find me and i just close my eyes and let it take over me.
Sometimes i try to keep guys away from me but they think that i am just playing hard to get and i let my open and wounded heart show on my sleeve like so much schattered glass. They end up hurting me and say that i have no trust.
Well do you think that you would if ever time you let someone in, others see what you are to blind to see. Then when you take that blindfold off and see what they are taking about , you wish you could put it back on.
* Sighs* Then again i feel better with the blindfold off, because i can see the cliff that i have been sensing all these years and i know that i don't belong like all the others jumping off it.
I am different than them and i will never jump with out knowing where i am going to land.
Message of love
today i got the last of the guys that i got to fall for my charms to leave me alone. I think in my loneliness i spread myself to thin to think that i could be everything that all men wanted. When really i was just running from the pain. And i ran right into the arms of the man that would change all that. I hope that it works out; with me and him since we are so alike. But i do know that he makes me happy, even with our ups and downs. I can honestly say that i love him.
Shawna
hellos for a fallower of luna
The time is close at hand for all our mother's childern to roam the earth. To walk with gaia's clan with out the masks that they wear everyday. Time for us to howl at the moon and dance with our wings out and our teeth in plain sight. For Luna is letting the Gaia set the stage for all the things that well happen on Samhain .
This is my journal for the occation and what i and other will be doing.
Think of it as our way of saying hello over the weeks to come til then.
* Nods* so welcome to my page and have fun looking around
Luna
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posted Dec 29