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Age: 19

Location: New Jersey

Joined On: May 12, 2006

Occupation: Lifeguard, pro wrestler

Website: www.ecpw1.com www.awanj1.com

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art, Poetry, PUNK!, purple, fear, fights, stripes, wrestling, Fight, LIAR, belly button, long days, ambivalence, backflip, 450, im the girl too sad to give a FUCK, closed eyes staring back into closed eyes, even longer nights, beauitful

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Turn around--I\'m right behind you. *bares teeth*

so come on quick fix teach me temptation
acts of love, this subtle bliss
tragic set my hands on fire
breeze cool my memory leave it empty
Reminiscing with the ground ceiling
so come on quick fix teach me this temptation
leave me contented
start singing
write me the world
scribble out the words that make you sound too appealing
number attached
you can't force this
you just can't make this shit up
liquid vulnerable I'm at your door step
chest pounding i need a new hobby
So come on quick fix don't go innocent on me now
I need to feel alive, dead, happy, like fucking taking someone's life
something just nothing but nothing
Tired liar please give me a good one
One i can go tell the others
i want to hear you laugh like you really hate this
Please tired liar just one more good one
come on quick fix sing loud my requiem

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July 25

Lie until my lips hurt

Am I thinking way too much or not at all
Either way it will make this night last cause us all to scream
And to you I lay next to and I will lie until my lips hurt
Quivering underneath
Die until I feel alive
And all this organ does is pump blood
Touch me like you mean it
Let me feel your nervous chill running down your anticipating spine
This is real
This is real
Deep breath
Extend your hand to me so I can watch you fall for me again
Staring at you until you finally get the hint
I want you to kiss me
All we need to do is whisper into each others hands tell them where we want them
Awaking from a happy nightmare
Dripping dry with fears worries and ideas
Waiting for the new hour to begin maybe I can fully waste this next one
Walking around with closed eyes
Playful and frustrated
Digging my hole deeper - Im stuck
Keeping our eyes closed
this is getting serious now
close the door I need to feel alive for a split second
thinking way too much oh Im not thinking at all
drenched in glory
beautiful
fist in the air I wish I felt pain
quiver waiting for you to stare

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May 12

Purple

The lies in the side of your tongue
Mouth fills with the comebacks you wish you could say but your mouth is too filled you cant open it and yell loud the words you need to hear
passed out
laughing
I wish it was just you and me
Lying here away from our everyday incurable fears
Standing in front of me
Post burning Lack black out tumbling down
This memory locked into our hands as we stare
Stare
Stare into each others eyes
Daydreamer tell me more of these amazing lies
Covered with black
In the stages of life we skipped thinking that we can just decide if we want our blood on your essentials at a more dwelling time
And phobias
Heartbreaks in eyes of surviving days bright and Dark sunlight hot burning red
Purple hands pressed against your tempting body
And the joker
lovers deception
the watcher
adultery and children wanting children touch
touch this me and hold me dear and away from this fear that hinders me from opening eyes
in a rose bud
petals wilting
finger nails caked with the newest reasons I can only smile around you
surprise me you say
I declare this is but a brand new day and we are still inhaling oxygen from your open doorway
Leaving behind my hopes and dreams so they can find time for me
Passed out laughing
stare into my open daydream