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ALL_IS_GONE
The hxc Scottyness
Duenweg, MO
*aBeautifulTragedy*
United States
MATTHEW V IS THE BEAST FROM THE EAST!
Bland, MO
cloversinthemire
Belle Center, MO
So Like Yah I am 18 Years old. I live in Stjames. where i am a senior. Yah Buddiie. I am about to graduate come May 19th. And Then I am Goin to OTC in Springfield, graphic design. Then After that i am planing to Go to AIOP. I GOT MY LIP PIERCED .....yeppie.. on the right side. .i dont have pictures up yet.. b/c i dont have time...but yah.. I GOT ACCEPTED INTO OTC...YAH
YAH BUDDIE
Well Yesterday i was accepted into a college. that i have been longing to go to. OTC. Iam goin in for Graphic Design. I want to be an animator. so i was so exicited last night when mom gave me the note. Me, dad, oj, and don. was dancing in the kitchen. It was so much fun . dad was screaming I AM SO PROUD of you shi. and A CHILD OF MINE IS GOIN TO SCHOOL FOR ARt. so yah ..i am pretty much the happiest person in the world right now. I told mrs snitker bout it and she said congrats. and i told mr schlichter. and he gave me a hug..
so yah i am excited.. for college.. misty and liz will be a few blocks down from me...lol
well i am g2g
ooo i got my lip pierced....yeppie...on my right side...lol
bye nbuy
shilynne
What is he up to ...i miss dallas
okay yesterday i was talking to mikey bout everything and i think he doesnt trust me i dont know..
Omg i seen dallas yesterday..fun fun...i couldnt stay tat long "wink" "wink"
lol
shi
Should I return everything ..even if i dont want to
Well i figure tat i can write shit on here and have no one read it...
I worked last night.. got off at 11. which was cool exspecially misty was working.
I tried not talkin to her for like an hour..it was so funnie..b/c we were using schyler to talk to each other..lol..I cant wait until graduation. Me and Misty are walking together..It'll be great. And i am goin to prom with misty..lol..it will be so funnie...
Well i saw Matty in the drive threw yesterday. and i was like wat up..and shit like tat..and he was like hey you can give me extra stuff ya no...and i was okay i will..and i gave him extra ranch dressing...it was funnie..and then i told him tat i missed hangin out wit him after skool..and he was like yah man wat happened wit you and mandie..and i stopped him and said please stop..and he was like well she told me her side ..i was just wondering yours..and then i asked him wat she said..and he was like ooo she told me tat you got caught smoking...and you tried to pin it on everyone but your self..WHICH IS A FUCKING LIE...and then he said tat i was trying to get people to beat her up..which i didnt personally...Ljade wanted to beat her ass..tho...lol...exspecially when i called her those nights crying and shit...but other than tat no..but then again i did say tat i was goin to pay someone to kick her ass but tat was b/c i was drunk..or high which ever one...
I sold 8 hearts last night...i was so excited..I was telling misty. that i sold tat many and she was like cuz your freaking awesome...lol
Well i am hanging out wit jeanie tomorrow and we are goin to springfield mall...possible goin to zero fives after tat..and then spending the night at "summers" house..NOT i am goin to spend the night at dallas's house..btw omg i like him so much..he is 19..and hella cute..and he lives wit summers boyfriend...plus plus..for the getto gurls..lol..
O mikey told me today tat i shouldnt get rid of all of mandies stuff..b/c one day ill miss havin it..
I dont have the heart to throw it all away..Like she did..So its all in a box in my closet...
peace
bye nbuy
shilynne
I have seen alot of bad things...you were the only thing that wasnt bad.
I have lived with my mom for about 3 months come January 5th....Its been very difficult..I lost my best friend..And It honestly sucks..But i have come to the facts that she is better now..We all have to face our Fears...My fear was lossing her..and the fear came true...Its been a bumping road for me since i lost our friendship...I have tried pot...trying to find something tat would make me happy as she made me....I drink alot ...but i have not smoked pot in a week and two days....and i havent drinknin anything in 3 days...I want to work out things with me ....Saturday I went to the cemetary...I wanted to leave a rose on chris karmann's grave....I was screaming...different things...mostly sorry and how bad i fucked up things...I was there for about 30 min...and then i went to work...Sunday i went back to visit him...It was so weird...I have never gone there alone b4..and i never stood above him...The first thing i had in my head was his sister tracing his name...I cried so bad both the days ...
I have never believed in God or Jesus ....Its still a little trippy...i guess you could say....But i have been goin to church with schyler and daniel...and its so weird...Everyone knows the bible..And i have no clue even how to read it any more...The last time i went to church was before lila died...but i always fell asleep...
Speaking of Lila...I went to her grave the other day...I was there for about 2 hours..I layed on her grave and talked to her..about everything...Me, Mandie, life, memories, and how much i missed her..It was something else..I left her a thing of wild roses, and a recipe for Friendship bread..(if you knew me you would understand)...
Over all i am hopelessly beganing to understand everything...I know that i dont need anyone...I can do it by myself..I fucked up things in my life, that no matter how badly i want to fix them i cant. I wish that i could be best friends with her again.. But my wishes dont come true..Everyday I think of all the memorys we shared. Walking down the road. Augustana dying. Sneaking out to watch the stars, how our friendship started from a pack of cigarettes..School...P.O.t (the class)...It was such a happy time in my life, and no one can take them away..I listened to Weezer last night..My Best Friend..I remember all the words still...but the meaning behind it is so lost..not the best friend part ...I wont ever label someone my best friend ever again..i know tat much now...I have friends..but they cant fill the shoes...to be labeled my best friend...
Well i am puttin songs in my ipod...so i g2g ...
well i dont think any one will read this ...but tats alright...
shilynne
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