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ALITTLELONELY
Age: 16
Joined On: Dec 16, 2006
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spotsylvania, VA
soccerchick93 [REMEMBERING sunday
six feet under the stars
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everywhere and anywhere
AAAHHHH!!! Life is a Party when you're Swimming in Lies/ Life is a Party when you Fake EVERY smile/ Life is a Party Dwelling in Sin/ Life is SO fun when you CHEAT to Win/ .......You know...I never really go to many parties.
Pretend with Me, Pretty
Hey, Peps! I know I've been gone for awhile but now that it is officially summer I will have more time on my greedy little hands. To start off the groove of things, I'll post one of my recent poems. Much love!!
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~~Pretend with Me, Pretty~~
Remember this, Pretty
Acrylic and lace
Bound tough to each other
To make-up a face
Flowers that sing
With their sweet, rancid smell
Through curls of honey
Pretty, dont tell.
Bare-feet dance on pillows
Of lush made-up grace
And their friends tell them secrets
With a bite ken to mace
Sunshine rains pride
But shadows hide shame
You can lie all you want
But you still feel the pain
Sidewalks are painted
The colors are bright
Pretend with me, Pretty!
Were so full of life!
The drab is thrown out
That soft skin becomes hard
Because ignoring the pain
Shatters Pretty, see the shards.
Shh, keep it quite
I shouldnt have told
Just see for your self
That warm smile is cold
A touch on the arm
Can it make you condone
Follow them, Pretty
You wont lie alone
That dark and those shadows
Are not meant for you
The world can show wonders
When the glitter is glued
But glue can peel off
Glitter blows away
Fix it up nice, Pretty
I hear they decorate.
Forget with me, Pretty
They dont have to know
Memories dont last long
Or so Ive been told
The world is so awful
And, Pretty, you fade!
What shall we do,
When the colors turn gray?
The artists wont paint
With their whites, pinks, and blues,
How shall we clothe ourselves?
Should we buy something new?
Remember this, Pretty,
As you make-up your face
The sun may shed light
But it can melt acrylic and lace.
~alittlelonely~
Tell me what you guys think!!
Pretend with Me, Pretty
Hey, Peps! I know I've been gone for awhile but now that it is officially summer I will have more time on my greedy little hands. To start off the groove of things, I'll post one of my recent poems. Much love!!
000000000000000000000
~
~~Pretend with Me, Pretty~~
Remember this, Pretty
Acrylic and lace
Bound tough to each other
To make-up a face
Flowers that sing
With their sweet, rancid smell
Through curls of honey
Pretty, dont tell.
Bare-feet dance on pillows
Of lush made-up grace
And their friends tell them secrets
With a bite ken to mace
Sunshine rains pride
But shadows hide shame
You can lie all you want
But you still feel the pain
Sidewalks are painted
The colors are bright
Pretend with me, Pretty!
Were so full of life!
The drab is thrown out
That soft skin becomes hard
Because ignoring the pain
Shatters Pretty, see the shards.
Shh, keep it quite
I shouldnt have told
Just see for your self
That warm smile is cold
A touch on the arm
Can it make you condone
Follow them, Pretty
You wont lie alone
That dark and those shadows
Are not meant for you
The world can show wonders
When the glitter is glued
But glue can peel off
Glitter blows away
Fix it up nice, Pretty
I hear they decorate.
Forget with me, Pretty
They dont have to know
Memories dont last long
Or so Ive been told
The world is so awful
And, Pretty, you fade!
What shall we do,
When the colors turn gray?
The artists wont paint
With their whites, pinks, and blues,
How shall we clothe ourselves?
Should we buy something new?
Remember this, Pretty,
As you make-up your face
The sun may shed light
But it can melt acrylic and lace.
~alittlelonely~
Tell me what you guys think!!
KISS, KISS
THERE'S A PART OF ME THAT NOBODY KNOWS ABOUT.
Kiss, kiss, LOVE. Who are you? You are Nobody. Kiss, kiss, LOVE. Who am I? I am nobody.
There's a part of us in everybody, I like to think once in a while. There's a feeling heart in every body, I like to tell myself sometimes.
Kiss, kiss, LOVE, love. There's something you don't know about me. Kiss, kiss, LOVE, love. There's a side of me you haven't seen.
.......all of what you see of me only fills your eyes........
But who I am is more than that. Because I am Nobody...and nobody is everything, because Nobody is Everyone.
Kiss, kiss, love, LOVE...There's a part of me in everyone.
I walk and I see and I hear and I speak and I laugh and I smile and I scowl and I cry.
But there's this THING in me, that nobody sees.
This BOOK I wrote, that nobody reads.
These WORDS I think, that nobody speaks.
This THING in me, that nobody sees.
........This THING in me.......
It's like a disease....
....the symptoms are spontaneous
But they never let up.
.......Sometimes I can't feel it.
Sometimes it grabs a hold.
.....This THING in me.....
wants to lash out and scream.
But
........This THIING in me.......
keeps me quiet, mends the seams.
But
........This THING in me.......
Is worn and frayed.
But
.......This THING in me........
won't ever fade away.
Because
........This THING in me......
is the side of me you've never seen,
the side of me that wants to scream,
the part of me that just gives up,
the part of me unafraid of touch,
the side of me that doesn't care,
the part of me...that isn't really there.
Because what you can't see, what you can't prove, isn't really there...
to you.
But I know
.......This THING in me.....
is INSIDE my HEAD
and INSIDE my HEAD:
I talk to anyone I want.
I can do anything I want.
I can go anywhere I want.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
This is the part of me that runs around a grocery store stealing people's carts and throwing out their stuff.
I will obviously cut to the front of the line and leave without paying.
I will stop to help the old people with their grocery's and they will yell at me and say they don't need my help.
I will kiss the boy I like on a random urge.
I will tell everyone I love them.
I will spread horrible rumors about all my friends, tell them it was me, apologize, and see who will still be there for me if I need them.
I will ask the atheist who thinks all Christians' are judgmental, why he makes fun of me and what I believe when I say nothing about him.
I will run around a random street screaming "THANK YOU, JESUS!"
I will laugh for no reason at all and then laugh harder when people look at me funny.
I will borrow a dollar from a friend and see if they hold it against me if I don't pay them back right away.
I will mootch off other people until they don't feel like being nice anymore.
I will offer my friendship to anyone at anytime.
I will date a Mexican.
I will head-bang to a slow song.
I will go to band camp and come back cooler than ever.
I will write on my forehead, walk around school, and tally up all the people who point and laugh, ignore me nervously, or tell me I have the word LOSER across my face.
I will smile at all the moody kids and glare at all the happy ones.
I will give everyone a hug and tell some people that deodorant is a good thing.
I will walk around with toilet paper on my shoe and think it's the new style.
I will be friends with everyone and them with me.
Because INSIDE my HEAD.......
THERE'S A PART OF ME THAT NOBODY KNOWS ABOUT.
Kiss, kiss,
Chelsea
Eagle Point!!!
Wow!
Last night I went to another Christain Rock concert featuring Whatever, Karnium, Tenfold, and the big guys, Ilia and Fireflight!! (by the way, check theses bands out, they're awesome!)
The crowd wasn't that big and a lot of people just stood around but I still had a blast. All the bands were great but I have to say that Fireflight is AMAZING, incredible live!!
Dawn really knows how to reach people through God, it's great. I got a picture with the whole band, and Justin ( an amazing guitar player ).
It was really uplifting, especially when you start to feel that what only God thinks matters, not all those other people.
I learned some new things AND had an awesoem time!!
*smile*, aLl, Chelsea
Who are YOU?
Why do we all try to conform to fit in? To belong. To be a part of something. Why do we change ourselves to impress other people, to give them self gain?
THINK ABOUT IT: Is it really worth it? Who are those people we try so to hard to be like? The Popular, the Rich kids, the Preppys, the Cheerleaders, the Jocks, the Rockers, the Punks, the Goths, the Nerds, the Outcasts (yes, some people do have this goal in mind), and the Nobody's.
SOMETIMES:
I feel like everyone sees me, I feel rich in life, I feel better than everyone else, I feel like cheering my buddies on, I feel athletic, I feel like jumping around to music, I feel like dressing a little different, I feel depressed and moody, I feel smart!, I feel picked on and pushed around, and I feel like no-one notices me.
Someone everywhere is, at some point, going to look up at a person and say, "I want to be like them." We change ourselves to be like someone else who has changed theirself to be like.....who? someone else....right? Isn't it so much better to find yourself and then make better the person you are? But, I probably don't know the half of it because every path..every choice has consequences, good or bad.
Someone does something right and another person makes fun on them or rejects them for having the nerve to stand up for what they believe in. Somebody makes the wrong decision and people look down on them AS IF they've never made a mistake in their LIFE. Either way we're all guilty. GIMME' A BREAK, I say, cause IS THAT ALL YOU GOT. You can hurt my FEELINGS and exclude me but I know what I want out of my life and even though I do care I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH.
Take me, I try hard to be like the Son of God. See, I'm conforming. But there's nothing wrong with being yourself, because nobody's perfect and at some point people do change. Ex. baby to child, child to adolescence, teen to adult.
WHO ARE YOU?
Who am I?
I am POPULAR, I am RICH, I am PREPPY, I am a CHEERLEADER, I am a JOCK, I am a ROCKER, I am a PUNK, I am a GOTH, I am a NERD, I am an OUTCAST, and I am a NOBODY.
So....What do you make of that?
hanna loves alltimelow
your blogs never cease to amaze me. i love your writing
posted May 04
soccerchick93 [REMEMBERING sunday
nm.
posted Mar 01
soccerchick93 [REMEMBERING sunday
thats cool
posted Mar 01
hanna loves alltimelow
thanks i really appreciate it =] i like youre writing
too. it makes me think. your billboard poem is amazing
posted Feb 28
soccerchick93 [REMEMBERING sunday
nm just at my friends house.
posted Feb 27
hanna loves alltimelow
thank you! idk your writing is really good!
posted Feb 27