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why?

Posted March 27, 2008

why couldn't i take him with me?
why'd he have to go back?
i couldn't bear to watch this
i walked inside
all i did was cried
i hated the words they told me
i saw him holding back
i wish....
we would've hugged a little bigger
a little longer
knowing i don't know when i'll see him next
why?
why'd he have to go back?
back to that same sick place
i couldn't watch
the tears held back on his face
why?
why didn't she say a word?
she's scared but he wasn't there to have heard
(i don't understand this)
i can't believe this
all that's happened
and this has been my life captioned.
first she abandoned us
now she won't protect herself or her only son
from the fucker....
who needs to be shown to his gun
why?
i know we fought
but w'ere all we've got
are we still?
we love one another
he is my brother
though i have gone
i will not give up
i need to get him out. i will.
i don't know how
but i will get him out.somehow.he needs out.
and so does she.
but she can't see
she thinks....
she deserves all he's done
for what she's done to him
she's living in a pretense land
and she's scared (i understand)
it took forever, but i stood up
now hopefully she'll stand?