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he's dead
Posted May 1 | Leave a Comment
i wiLL miss you jake aka suffocates_me there is a story behind this...i don't care to explain read more
everything i've ever wanted
Posted April 1 | Leave a Comment
i’ve been broken.he’s been broken. moreso then a record.moreso then a car. moreso then anything you’ve ever seen by fucking far. But.... HE Sets ME on FUCKING FiRE! he means more then anything to me once what he meant to the world, now means nothing. because he’s become what means everything to me. and i love him with every ounce and and an inch to grow every second he is the one who saved me from another heartbreak. he’s the one i want the one i have. he is the only on… read more
a bullet with his fucking name engraved!
Posted March 27 | Leave a Comment
my mind is like a video constantly on rewind of my past vivid memories replaying so fast this video has no soundtrack just the silence of the screaming in my head wanting out but instead... as i lay down to go to bed i still cover up my ears and close my eyes i see what you do yet i listen to your lies (so sweet) now falling slowly yet fast asleep this anguished and torn up heart says hold it in, yet my mind says weep now the pills and pain take over ever so calmly but has th… read more
....engraved! part 2
Posted March 27 | Leave a Comment
shh! don't say a word if you don't then i won't (tell a soul) i have a goal to get away, far away so i've slit my wrists i wear my eyes thick in black notice the confidence i lack? yea this is all his fault and partly hers but he's made me this way look what he's turned me into the one i wish was dead i've killed him in my dreams a million times he wants to say w'ere the cause of all his pain well stop! this ain't no FUCKING game when you make people wish they were dead just t… read more
why?
Posted March 27 | Leave a Comment
why couldn't i take him with me? why'd he have to go back? i couldn't bear to watch this i walked inside all i did was cried i hated the words they told me i saw him holding back i wish.... we would've hugged a little bigger a little longer knowing i don't know when i'll see him next why? why'd he have to go back? back to that same sick place i couldn't watch the tears held back on his face why? why didn't she say a word? she's scared but he wasn't there to have heard (i… read more
