so, the difference is?
Posted November 17, 2007
so many people want to be the one that is different. Someone who is not like the rest. but if we are all tring against each other to be differnen, are we not the same?
every person was a kid once. and all a kid wants is to be loved no matter what. through growing up people are battered, abused, shut inside, shut out. and this all changes them. We become the people the don't care or care too much. still, sometimes hidden behind a locked door, is that same want to be loved, held, to be safe and where no one can touch you because of the love that you have. some of us find this after our hearts have been broken so many times it seems impossible that it could be whole again, and it never is whole as we live, but almost. The Lucky ones find that love early one and hold on to it like there is no tomorrow. and sometimes there isn't.
but is it easy to tell if you are loved? or are we blinded sometimes by the things that we think we want. we chase after those worthless things and leave the love to dry up. it never does though. but we change, after we have caught the hollow dream, we still feel empty. the emptiness turns us in one of two directions. Back to the Love. or away toward more faded things that we think will make us happy.
is happiness what we should strive for? Seriously does happiness fill us up? not what we think happiness is today. a fleeting feeling that we alone experience, sometimes at the cost of those around us. does the Love make us happy? or does it just fill us so we don't want anything, so we are back how Life is supposed to be?
oh, and by the way. the Love is not from your soulmate, girlfriend, boyfriend, random hookup, family or friends. the Love is from one God, one man that bled for you. Jesus Christ. hey, no one has died for me except Him, and he said it was because he loved me, loved us? hey, that has got to be some of the most love anyone has ever gotten!
