different

Posted September 9, 2007

yeah, we think we bad...

come on you know it! we think that we are all that matters in this world. hey at least i did. when someone cut me off, when i got into a shout out with anyone, if someone forgot me or what it was always against me.

going somewhere else in the world. seeing how people in another place lived, how they were ok, how they were happy without a car or 'their music' or much of anything for that matter. they didn't count calories, or do crunches... they lived life. and i got to share in their lives. anyone and everyone i met i loved. and loved well.

getting way away from all the THINGS that had crowded in on my life gave me time to think
time to pray
time to just fricking be
so i figured out that Jesus is the biggest person in my life. that nothing and no one will ever fill me up so much as he does. and what is more... i don't deserve even a second glance from him, but he loves me! so much that no matter how much i skrew(ed) things up, he goes through the pain and lets me come back .
so i figured also that i want to do things and go all over the planet.
and i want to keep on walking in love just as Christ loved me and gave himself up for me a fragrant offering- and sacrifice to God...

Peace