Really????
Posted August 23, 2007
Ok, I am gonna be honest here. Wow. Seriously I am, here it goes, I am a liar. I am a liar and a thief. A liar, a thief, a two faced, crazy, jacked up on ice cream, pathetic little girl.
In saying that would you believe me if I said that someone loves me enough to take the time to be with me every time I need it? No, because it is crazy! No one wants to hang with someone who is so far gone right? But there you go, 24 hours, any time, I am loved. Then it goes even farther than that! Hey, this man died, he died when I was supposed to. All the things that I just kept getting into added up to the death penalty. Dead forever, no chance at getting out of it. Then this perfect guy comes up and puts himself up for my pain. Now not only does he get to hear about it, but now he gets the pain that I deserved.
Now, how can I not be totally all about this crazy man that loved me so much to take me as I am, to be with me all the time through it all, and who took my punishment. I am so stoked though, because this guy was not just some dude, he was God. And as God, something that he created (death) could not be master over him. So even though he got the death penalty, my friend did not stay in the earth. He is there for me 24/7. I could not live if he was not there for me. Even if I could be alive, I would not want to, cause what is the point of living if not love.
Peace to all you hoodlums, beggars, bastards, cheats, liars, thieves, and all round freakshows!
