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I don't even know
Posted November 8 | Leave a Comment
So I've been depressed for the last little bit and I don't know why. I have great friends. I have a great relationship with my parents. I'm not doing that bad in school, I'm actually doing pretty well. If someone reads this and WANTS to talk, you know how to get a hold of me. and like I said, I don't even know why I'm writing this. Help? read more
Happy belated Halloween!
Posted November 1 | Leave a Comment
It's November 1st, 2007. This year has flown by so fast and I can't believe that I'm going to be 18 in a little less than 4 months! I think I've grown up a lot since last November, I know I have. Heh, I've been doing a little less than ok this past month And yesterday, Halloween, was the best and happiest day that I had in October. Why? Not only was it a great holiday, but I got to hang out with a bunch of my friends through out the dy :) I went to school in the morning and got a bunch of c… read more
another random little bloop
Posted October 8 | Leave a Comment
Listening to music makes me so happy. I'm at East Shore right now doing hoework and I'm listening to Dig. it just makes me feel good. I love it! Love you! ************************* "you said I make you laugh, well you make my heart sing!" lol, just an addition to what I wrote above, I almost started singing to the song I'm listening to.I'm in a crowded room full of people studying...jeez. read more
so...
Posted October 7 | Leave a Comment
heh, this is useless to everyone. I've lost 10 pounds. read more
everyone's doing it.
Posted October 5 | Leave a Comment
1.Initials: /MVJ 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Lisa Gosper-Espinosa 3. when was your last kiss? wow, I don't remember 4. For or against same sex marriage? For 6. are you bisexual? yup 7. do you believe in God? Yes 8. how many US states have you been to? more than 10 :) 9. how many of the US states have you lived in? 2 10. have you ever lived outside the US? no 11. name something you like physically about yourself: My eyes and my hair 12. name something non physical y… read more
question
Posted September 4 | Leave a Comment
I'm going to just type a bunch of questions that are on my mind right now. there are some to a bunch of people and some for me. *when?* *how often do you lie to me?* *do you still think about us when that song comes on?* *was it easy breaking that promise?* *have you ever even tried to understand me when I try and explain it?* *you didn't think I would hit back, did you?* *when are we gonna hang out? I miss you!* *why wont you just leave me alone?* *were you singing to me?* *how oft… read more
Wonderful realization.
Posted August 9 | Leave a Comment
I'm home alone. I'll be home alone for about 8 or 9 more hours. I'm going to take a bubble bath using to much bubbles I'll use to much water and it'll be to hot to handle for about 2 or 3 minutes But it'll feel so great. And the best part........ I'm going to be listening to my music way to loud for my own good and singing as loud as I want to. I refuse to feel like shit today and I think this will be a great way to start. :) I'll get back on when I'm out. read more
I swear
Posted July 27 | Leave a Comment
Grayden, When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorte… read more
good bye
Posted July 14 | Leave a Comment
I'm leaving for two weeks and all though only a select few will probably read this, I'll miss you. I love you and I hope to see you when i get back. For those of you who don't know where I'll be, sucks to be you! ha, just kidding. I'll be in Maryland for the next 2 weeks. I'll miss my family and friends and...(most importantly) my wonderful boyfriend. read more
honestly
Posted May 31 | Leave a Comment
NO LYING SURVEY SIX lasts: 6. last phone call: about 20 minutes ago to Grayden 5. last text message: to Grayden 3. last BUBBLE bath: about 3 or 4 weeks 2. last time you cried: this afternoon. My stomach hurt 1. last time you hugged someone: uhhh, about 4 hours ago SEVEN have you's: 7. have you ever dated someone twice?: yup. 6. have you ever been cheated on?: yup 5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?: Nope 4. have you ever fallen in love?: yup 3. have you ever lost someone?: yu… read more
a blog!
Posted May 13 | Leave a Comment
well, May 12th was a good day. I enjoyed spending time with my boyfriend. Grayden. I love him :) the first few hours of the 13th weren't so bad either :) read more
...the female survey :) (I'm so bored)
Posted May 13 | Leave a Comment
the female surveyy Body: number one -- what color is your bra? it's black, pink, and blue number two -- do you ever lie about your age? to people who don't matter, yes. number three -- do you prefer sensitive guys or tough guys? sensitive usually number four -- do you prefer blonde or darker hair guys? Usually darker. number five -- are you currently single? no sir number six -- how many things in your past do you regret? a few number seven -- do you have a best friend? best friends, plu… read more
my day
Posted May 12 | Leave a Comment
well, my day has been...odd. I woke up around 8 and remember around 8:30 that Jarvis had a talent show at school today and I said that I would be there. I had failed to wake up in time to catch her bus so i missed it, but she said she did well and everyone said it was great, I'm proud of her for doing it :) I then decided to clean the house to surprise my parents when they got home because they often complain of coming home from a long, hard day at work and seeing a messy house. I started in… read more
because I have nothing better to do....
Posted May 5 | Leave a Comment
Is your phone right beside you?: well, more like infront of me Do you have a bf/ gf?: yes Do you wish you were somewhere else?: kind of but I don't have a problem with where I am now. Do you have plans for tonight?: not really Are you cold?: no Are you tired?: no Are you excited?: nothing to be excited for really...except for prom:) Are you watching t.v.?: nope Are you wearing pajamas?: no Who's the last person you IMed?: ...shawnn Who's the last person that called you? My mom PAST Anything… read more
