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ADDICTIVEDANCER
Age: 15
Joined On: Nov 12, 2007
Sunshine&Smiles
In your pants if u are a girl
Dark Side Of The Heart
moncton NB
Fagtron69
619 California
hey my name is nadya and i love to dance. I am a dancer but i do all other kinds of dance besides Ballet. I enjoy chilling with friends and listening to music and meeting new people. And the two most important people in my life at this time are....My best friend in the whole wide wolrd is Alise and my best guy friend in the whole wide world or the guy i love spending time wit. just cuzz i love him ha!......anywase his name is Jack!! My life would be really miserable if i didn't have those things or those people. lol I also enjoy laughing...A LOT!! My friends and i have times when we are all laughing like crazy for no reason. Its cool tho i guess in some weird kind of way cuzz then if i start laughing really hard my abs get a work out. *SWEET!!* ^.^ Im mostly here for music but idk what will happen. So i guess you can send me a mess or a coment and i will try to get back to you.....Woo Hoo mama! EMO LEARNINGS yah, you deleted that high angled artsy Myspace photo a while back,but you arnt fooling anyone. Pherhaps you are on the nine of your emo phase,but your studded belt buckle is still showing....you aren't out of the dark yet. so to speak....I AM KINDA EMO......totally tragic
eh its alright...
eh so life has been good i guess. im just ALWAYS busy....and to tell you the truth its kinda getting annoying. hah! like its cool and all that im like really involved with the things i love the most but eh idk i would like to have a social life. Guess that comes with being a full time dancr or at least a seriuos dancer...o well. O and i don't want people to think just cuzz i may talk alot about my dancing doesnt mean im really into myself or vain. I talk alot about it cuzz thats all i do so ya sorry if that seems annoying. anywase how have you peeps been? im tired but always ready for the rush!! YA YA BOY! k sorry this was totally random....lol my bad my bad
this has no purpose....?
Being alone is were you stand, But you need to kno what its like to have a friend. You reach down and grab their hand to pull them up,and you hide your emotions and regret for helping them, because you know that in the end they are just going to hurt you more then you've hurt yourself. Scars are nothing but reminders of what happened in the past, wounds are eye openers to the world of hurt pain and suffering, and deep dark thoughts are what you know no one else can hear or judge you about. In your head you know that no one can save you from yourself but all they can do is remind you of what you have been doing to subside the pain of regret and the pain of broken heart. And all you can do is take a sharp knife and can't help yourself when you sit there slicing your wrists. Mending a heart can't be as easy as breaking one....but in the end you know that no one is to blame but yourself for letting it happen to you. So you decide its ok for them to hurt you. MAKING YOU CRY, MAKING YOU BLEED MORE, MAKING YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT LOVING THEM BACK BECAUSE YOU NEVER REALLY DID. Your sins can be worse to face. Being alone is what you never thought would be the end. But now you know that alone, is were you stand,....on the edge of the cliff, Debating whether to jump or to walk away. You know if you kill yourself no one will really care but if you don't, then people will continue to hurt you...so you decide to jump. And as your falling you think of love and happiness and relize that those feelings are going nowhere for you. Once in love but twice the heart break. Mending wounds and rubbing scars, thinking thoughts and crying alone, being yourself was not the plan to be happy. But in the end you are glad you were yourself. Then as your about to hit the ground you think of how much life can be worth living but its to late for rethinking that, all of a sudden it goes drak and your pain, suffering, and agony is no more.
Red Burns August
new pictures!!!!!!!
posted 2 days ago
Red Burns August
well hopefully u can get on the computer more cuz i
like talkin to u alot :) plus ur way cute so that helps
too lol
posted 2 days ago
Red Burns August
well hopefully u like me too much so it works out that
way lol that made no sense. so im thinkin u need to get
on more so we can chat sound like a plan? lol
posted 3 days ago
Trent
Not to much, just checking my e-mails and whatnot. What
are you up to? :)
posted 3 days ago
Red Burns August
ya dont worry i plan on being here for a while i mean i
still havent seen u dance i cant leave without seeing u
dance! lol
posted 4 days ago
Red Burns August
well im back home and just tryin to rest up i have some
disease thats pretty rare but it makes my body attack
itself and causes me to hurt everywhere but we know
what it is and im startin treatment so hopefully ill be
my old self again soon
posted 6 days ago
Red Burns August
well im sure ur an amazing dancer wouldnt mind watchin
that hottie in action thats fer sure ;) sry i havent
been on i was admitted to the hospital and wed. and
just got out today on friday trying to figure out what
all was wrong with me we think we know now finally so i
should start being able to get treatment and feel
better soon.
posted 1 week ago
Jerr bear
just school and stuff like that.
posted 1 week ago