Posted July 28, 2006
wake up/wake up/whole in my chest/breath my last breath/another stab to the back/breif pain heart attack/hears the end hope your happy/cant stand everyones screaming at me//not to self,this place aint steady,im feeling alittle top heavy,liquid in my brain,feelings run down the drain//down/down/down/drown/this time i will take it for a spin/maybe release the pain within/someone turn the screaming silent/faces stare so defient/wont listen to the voices in my head/she better not be dead//note to self,the hate broke thro the leavy,their all dead and ready,cant burry heaven,how did i let this happen//(ahhhhh this aint the time to let things go/so much ill never know/death given form the healer/they will never be any realer!!!/)
crying out in a dieng voice/getting better never was a choice