PureVolume

life.love.regret

Posted February 1, 2008

Loss of life - to overwhelming to realize that you are killing the one thing in this world that is your own - sink - emotionless - abandon dream - lost - You walk on glass - molten stone - but you skin does not wear - numb are your senses to the point of constant pain - I will not defend for you anymore - you are to strong in your weakness - bask in the sullen clouds of black - soothed by the comfort of false reality - one day I will climb the trees you have cut down - across land - through fire - one day I will burn the bridges passed down - I've become more than you and now I see..
Sometimes I feel
lost and stolen
Even when the sun
is shinning
Sometimes I feel
so much on my own

I know I can pick up
the phone and call you
But it won't sort out
anything at all

I want to get through
the bad times
Without you
my friend

I will see you later
when I make it
at the end

Because now
I'm just another
weeping man
Now I'm in
the deepest
kind of fall
I know I can pick up
the phone and call
on you my friend
But it won't sort out
anything at all

Sometimes I see myself
in blues
Sometimes I feel like
lonely bag of bones

I know I can give up
at any moment
But this would turn
my heart into stones

I want to get through
the bad times without you

I will see you later
when I will make it through

Because now
I'm just another
weeping man
Now I'm in
the deepest
kind of fall
I know I can pick up
the phone and call
on you my friend
But it won't sort out
anything at all




I've been looking
for you everywhere
Searched the bottom
of the sea
I've been starring
at the moon and stars
But at the end I only found me

I've been waiting
at the stations
Running along
with every train
But I ran out
of my patience
Ended up
with heavy rain


Please tell me
where you are
Is it near is it far?
Is it just behind the door?
Do I need to dig the floor?
Who read the book for me?
Before I go to sleep, please
Come to me, I'm afraid to be alone

Now I'm standing
on the mountain
Looking down, under me
And I see you climbing
up to me
But then I wake up
from my dream

Please tell me
where you are
Is it near is it far?
Is it just behind the door?
Do I need to dig the floor?
Who read the boo


Engraved

i've been pushed an pulled and dragged
always told where to go.
i've been fed and forced and filled.
they engraved everything i know
never question their laws or gods.
i'd be shot on site.
i fall in line, give up my mind
and live their fuckin lives
before i knew it i'm just like them
before i knew it i'm fucking dead
and do we really believe that we are even alive?
i'm living and breathing, building my own way
those things that mean so much don't mean a thing to me
look at yourself...you're fucking dead.


Burning holes through myself

i try to quenche the pain; i try to drench these days
time and time again, i fall on my face.
every time i tell myself i've got a hold of it
i run back to it, and sink right in
i fail, i fall. i fall on my face.
i bend, i break. i can't take. i cant take the weight
i've seen so many burning holes through themselves
and if it's not my poison, they've got their own.
anything to mask these days. anything to numb the pain.
'cause this worlds on fire, and i cant take the weight.
i fail, i fall. i bend i break.
burning holes through myself .