Trying to be better...
Posted March 21, 2008
So...horrible day maybe it was a sign idk tho...so I wanted to practice driving, my mother decides to check my blue card it expired. Am I the only one that didnt think if you pass a class it doesn't expire guess I was wrong since apparently it gives u two years til it expires. So great now im not sure if since im 18 I can just take my road test anyway or if I have to take a five hour course now to replace it. I guess it could be worse its not like my permit expired yet but, still when I think I passed something for it to expire when I didnt think it could and now I have to redo it to some extent. Anyway I'm gonna try to practice as much as possible now cause since I didnt practice in awhile im not as good as I used to be hopefully the next day I practice it wont be as windy as it was today. Besides getting that I need a job gawd do I need a job right now I got a mind set of working at Petco since I volunteer there anyway and already are familar wit some of the workers and where everything is. Damn I havent done college work in 5 days gotta get back on top of that pulling myself out of this mood ive been in hasnt been easy but im really trying cause I am so sick of the way ive been acting cause I know Ive never been like this and its not like me to be as negative and depressing as I've been I guess being stuck in my house is getting to me. So like I said hopefully it expiring is just a sign to start working at it. But as of now still shaking a bit still upset about it all so yea.
