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"A GOOD FRIEND WILL BAIL YOU OUT OF JAIL BUT A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE SITTING NEXT TO YOU SAYING 'DAMN THAT WAS FUN"
Age: 19
Location: Long Island NY
Joined On: Mar 24, 2007
Occupation: college/ looking for a new job
Website: dont know
Hey I'm Vikki, well from that age thing on the left you know im 18 and yea im in college well home schooled college to become a vet. tech. somedays I regret doing it home schooled and other days im glad I didnt go to the college I was originally going to go to. What else...im always gonna care about my true friends, close family, and my animals if given the choice of me or them I always want them all to be put before myself, they all deserve happiness. Trusting people for me is one of the hardest things their are very few people that I am able to go up to and tell them that I trust them. I think im a pretty decent person for who I am and I won't change who I am for no one cause then its just not me anymore now is it. My list of things that I cant stand is often too long so 3 things I cant stand is ignorance, liars, and fakes. I'm always thinking often overthinking unfortunatly I try to rationalize too much in my life trying to figure out why things happen over other things but everything happens for a reason. Well I do have aim so if you want my aim just ask for it. You see those links down there well thats my best friend's band make sure you click them and give her your support. I dont know what else to say on here I guess if you want to talk to me go ahead and leave me a comment a simple hey is always good enough i'll always get back to you if you leave me one.
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Wit The Loss Of Breath
I don't know I haven't wrote a blog in a while so I wish I wrote these on days that I felt wonderful but thats not usually the case in fact thats almost never the case. Panic attacks on and off everyday now that doesn't mean that their any easier to deal with tho. They just come out of nowhere and right now it came oh boy it came and is here and I just want to calm down but I can't. I don't want to write much more about that what else can I say I don't know I guess thats it sooo....yea....back to freaking.
RIP Billy ='(
I sit here alone in my room crying my eyes out as I write this I wake up to my cat having a seizure running in circles in my room take care of her glance at my parakeets cage to find Billy has passed away ='(. I'm gonna miss him so much ='(.
Trying to be better...
So...horrible day maybe it was a sign idk tho...so I wanted to practice driving, my mother decides to check my blue card it expired. Am I the only one that didnt think if you pass a class it doesn't expire guess I was wrong since apparently it gives u two years til it expires. So great now im not sure if since im 18 I can just take my road test anyway or if I have to take a five hour course now to replace it. I guess it could be worse its not like my permit expired yet but, still when I think I passed something for it to expire when I didnt think it could and now I have to redo it to some extent. Anyway I'm gonna try to practice as much as possible now cause since I didnt practice in awhile im not as good as I used to be hopefully the next day I practice it wont be as windy as it was today. Besides getting that I need a job gawd do I need a job right now I got a mind set of working at Petco since I volunteer there anyway and already are familar wit some of the workers and where everything is. Damn I havent done college work in 5 days gotta get back on top of that pulling myself out of this mood ive been in hasnt been easy but im really trying cause I am so sick of the way ive been acting cause I know Ive never been like this and its not like me to be as negative and depressing as I've been I guess being stuck in my house is getting to me. So like I said hopefully it expiring is just a sign to start working at it. But as of now still shaking a bit still upset about it all so yea.
At A Loss... Not Myself
Well like my last blog I did say I dont feel like myself I just feel so lost right now...I really dont know whats bothering me just all day I felt horrible and crying every so often out of nowhere. I just really dont even know im like so on edge so aggitated everythings been getting to me lately. I haven't smiled once today. I just dont know at all...
Confused much???
Ok I really dont even know what to write...I just know I haven't felt like myself lately at all and I don't know if anyone noticed but it started to hit me lately that I just haven't been. I know i've been confused alot about well everything. I just feel so bad for everyone thats talked to me lately cause I feel like im not acting how I should be. I'll have to think what else to write cause I really feel weird right now but I got to figure this all out.
Dear Innerself, listen to me.
LAWL, hay there long time no talkyyy on this site here.
Chea i know.. god that day i was so fucking pissed i
was ready to lunge for the kill xD ty i know ur always
here for me and same applies. So hows your hi5 page
thing comming along? I know that site is hardcorely re
reish but hell its something.. cause this site is
sucking ass as well.
posted Apr 16
supaflydan
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peace,switchfoot,or alterbridge...oh and add me as a
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posted Mar 27
Not much, you?
posted Mar 26
dario
happy easter.......
posted Mar 24
dario
i'm fine !! how about you
posted Mar 24
Dear Innerself, listen to me.
Happy Easter!!!
posted Mar 23
dario
ur so cute..thank you for being my friend here take
care
posted Mar 22
tx_guitar
Sure. Not much has been up unfortunately. It was a
crazy week so now I'm resting. Hopefully the weekend
will be fun.
posted Mar 13