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BILLI
Age: 16
Location: United States
Joined On: Mar 19, 2009
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I may not have the hands to play an instrument...but I have the heart to write the lyrics. Email= billimac42@gmail.com ...MSN=xomgitsbillix@hotmail.com ...AIM= billisaysgoodbye ... Maybe, if you're lucky, I'll let you listen to the recordings of me singing. Haha ^_^
Ok, so my name is Billi, and by some chance I got the nick-name Toni, though I'm not really sure how. You can call me whatever you want, within reason, though. Not gonna lie, I'm a pretty confusing person. Sometimes I'm hyper and fun, and other times I'm quiet and shy; it depends on my mood I guess ^_^ . Some stuff you should know about me: I use way too many smilies in convos, I ramble endlessly, I say random things out of the blue, I tend to talk in poetry, sometimes I come off sounding way too deep, I'm laid back but feisty =P, I blush at any compliment, and I'm too trusting for my own good...
Anyone who thinks they can put up with my dorkiness should talk to me, I'm a pretty cool chick =P . Oh, also, I tend to be a pretty flattering person; I like handing out compliments (always sincere, I ensure)...but plz don't use me simply for my pretty words; it's happened too many times before.
I'm all torn up
I'm all broke-down
Ripped to shreds and left to drown
In this life I lead
So naive
It's killing me
but the things I say are true
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give billi more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
Boredom...
Okay, so...I never sleep, haha. Almost literally. Anyone who is awake at ungodly hours of the night/morning; hit me up, cuz I'm always bored senseless. Always. Perhaps you're wondering what we would talk about; anything. Not even kidding. I tend to be a bit random, especially after dark... O_O ...so I'll probably spurt out all sorts of nonsense. That's exactly what it will be, too. Poetic nonsense, more than likely *shrugs*; that's just how I roll. I don't always talk like this either, I swear, lol ^_^ . If you couldn't guess already...I'm bored right now, and it's only 11:14! =/ darn . Ok, here's some questions one could answer to start off a convo with yours truly...: What's your favorite color? If you could go anywhere in the universe, where would you go? What's your favorite weather and why? What's your favorite band/song? If you could be any animal, what animal would you be? Is the hokie pokie really what it's all about? ...etc, etc...seriously...anything goes (correction:anything appropriate goes) =P
Potential...
One moment you find your endless passion to be devastatingly beautiful, unequalled and brilliant beyond compare. None can match such compassion; a heart so large that its capacity far exceeds all others. A gentle thrum; no different from any heartbeat, yet the heart itself is so very different than any other to ever beat before it and any to ever beat after it chooses to stop. The next moment, you find yourself self-destructing; pulling at your own heart-strings, willing yourself to fall into immeasurable darkness. Slowly, bit by bit, you tear yourself apart from the inside out; self-corrupted. What then? What is there to do in that volatile moment but to sit back and watch the creature destroy all potential? Potential that even the creature itself could never see.
Pretense of a lion or a lamb...
So the lion pretends to be the lamb; a pretense upheld solely by ignorance. How could one live such that they believed themselves to be so much lesser than what they were? Would they be able to live as the same person if they were more informed? More than likely not. Perhaps, ignorance saves the world more than destroys it. Those who are pure at heart are led by ignorance to believe more in others than in themselves; striving to dream they were something more than what they think they are, never realizing that they're already far beyond anything they could ever wish to amount to.
Does Anybody See Her:
A longing glance to far off places, Searching into nonexistent dimensions, Staring into souls through greenish-yellow eyes, Portals to realms unmentioned; I wonder, does anybody see her? A quiet laugh like bells in the wind, Drawn from distant thoughts to life, Yet as the silence creeps in, And her face returns to strife, I wonder, does anybody see her? A conversation starts off light enough, But her depths far exceed theirs, They find things simple without searching for meaning, Looking to see if anyone cares, I wonder, does anybody see her? A place of bright light through a canopy of leaves, Where the world is quiet and undemanding, Filled with the wonder of life; a warm breeze, She sits in silent understanding. I wonder, does anybody see her?
The Torture of the Broken:
The heavy, dull ache. Slowly constricting. Stealing the life away; ebbing into darkness. One, two…one, two. Tightening then loosening with panicked force. Faster now, then slower; broken bits fit together. One, two…one, two. Dilapidated and sluggish, with fevering pain the beat stays steady. Feeding off of the unstable life that meekly lingers. Hungry, starving, ravaging for anything to ease its longing desire. One, two…one, two. Rhythmic, the sound hollow in the emptiness. Dead. One, two…one, two. Then silence.
JAE // AHNH
Hiiiiiii!! =) Happy Thanksgiving!!! **if you
celebrate** Hope you can share (and survive) a great
day with close friends and family!! ;D
posted 2 days ago
iamoschabigail.
yea...nice to be your new friend :) im fine. hows u
been there bili?
posted 6 days ago
Daniel Scott
hey there :)
posted 2 weeks ago
iamoschabigail.
hi billi :) thank for add. how are you?
posted 2 weeks ago
JAE // AHNH
Hows it going???I wanted to make sure you know that my
band is now streaming our new CD here on purevolume!!!
**if you're getting this then that means we're friends
on here BTW!!**=) If you like bands such as Underoath
/ From First to Last / Saosin / Taking Back Sunday i
think you will dig it!
TO THE NEW AHNH CD I hope you like it!!!! =)
posted 2 weeks ago
lucy diamond
i didm it! i like them so much!!!! =)
posted Nov 03
lucy diamond
jajajaj! i´m listening it just now!
posted Nov 03
lucy diamond
you´re great girl! :)
posted Nov 03