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Ugh. Fridays has never been this thoughtful.

--- listening to: Different by Acceptance thinking of: exams. revision. a guy. would love to: run now, but too hot outside :/ --- end of year 9 exams are in 10 days, havent started revising yet (SHIT.) got my history book right infront of me, leaning on it while im typin this, but im not bothered at all! i cant stop thinking about this guy. and i know that he likes me back, cuz he keeps on asking who i like and all and stares at me during class (i can see from the corner of my eye), but he just dosent say anything! its so ANNOYING. and why dont i go for it? well here's why: - he's best friends with one of the prettiest girls in the year, and he even told me that he was thinking of asking her out. (asked him why not, and he said that she was leaving, so there was no point. hate to admit it, but i was secretly rejoicing :P) - he's popular. nuff said. - this links with the previous point, I DONT WANT TO LIKE A POPULAR GUY! i dont want to be like every other girl that falls for the hot+popular guys. its just so strange. im not being stereotypically racist here, but everyone knows what hot+popular guys are like. they go for a hot girl, make out on the first date, stay with them for a week, and then end it off. sorry, but im not looking for someone like that. those are my main reasons. i hate being so abstract, HELP! even though its boiling outside, i might go for a walk. i feel so cornered. i hate fridays.

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