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Age:  18

Location:  Lakeview, TX

Joined On:  Jan 20, 2009

 

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Im Taylor...
Im 17 years old
My friend daniel is awesome talk to him 1-409-291-6353
and if you want my number just askkk.


Its hard to keep a smile when everyone leaves you in the dark, and ive learned to exept that i'm constantly bettering myself, even though ill never be anything in your eyes I except that.
I still will accomplish my dreams full of bliss, despite what you or anyone says, my heart is deeper than the ocean.
lastly..
no one will ever understand

www.myspace.com/poetic_criminal

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Bands that make me happy...
Reggie and the full Effect
Daniel The Photographer
The Distillers
Parkway Drive
Straylight Run
The Devil Wears Prada
A Day to Remember


I want a girl..
That I can sit on rooftops with playing acoustic guitar
and laugh for hours over nothing at all
dance in the rain and watch the sunrise over a meadows clearing
one I could talk about things that actually matter
someone who could make me feel alive
and with every breath long for thier embrace
to keep me out of the cold.
someone REAL.
keep dreaming Taylor..

 
 
April 7

Deluge of Passing Thoughts.

Im the shadow in your thoughts, im the echo of your sceam, im the wave crashing at your feet, im the satisfaction of your deepest fears, im the chills on your spine, i wish i was something brighter if only we could shine. Sitting in the cold, staring into space, not even the summer rain can wash the smile of your face. Im shivering, my warmth left long ago, you were my campfire in this heartbreaking snow. Its stuck in my chest and the words dont come out, if only you knew how badly this feels..., its spreading to the corners and babe its breaking the seals, you shouldve killed me last time we were together, the suffering continues except im without you today. Memories are such strong things they just never fade away, Remeber when we were one? Remember when we said forever? Rememeber how strong we were together? My pulse races on but my heartbeat has slowed, from the corners of your lips to the pupils in your eyes i love everything about you, why do you have to make my dreams cry? Ill just sit here strong and bold, and watch my sorrow unfold. Where were you when i needed you most? you left me like a virus you were the most devestating host. Still im left scarred today from your destruction and what is it you have to say?, just keep on walking forward so i can see your footsteps fade away. I just dont know whats wrong with me, you left me blind, but how can i still see? Broken down and pushed around i think my tears need rest, you were my world but i guess im just a pessimist, so keep flowing the words from your Sharpened tounge, while i see the true you and your insides come undone, I know you, The Real You, Your Pretending and its not impressing anyone. Why am I the outcast and a creep? An empty shelf,where the lions sleep? Always on the edge of my seat, while your selling yourself on the streets. Just sleep warm at home tonight cause , i want to belong somewhere and i want someone in my arms. So ill just cover myelf in these sulken blankets and wrap myself in this broken mirror and just dream consoladated dreams for all of the world to see.

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February 3

Attack(i wrote this a while ago)

The pale blue midnight was reflecting off of her decietful yet beautiful face, shining like a spider web her hair is twisted and shining black, under the willow tree first kiss we lie on our backs. Pressure is rising and our eyes are closed the tears flow like an broken waterfall, we wait for the attack, you know they will take me away so lets make these last few moments last, this is the last time your exquisite silver eyes will reflect from mine, you do the math, i am a dreamer and you are my dreams, where did you go its getting so cold? hold my hand tight and indulge with the quiet whispers of tonight, i long for you and my heart is seven shades of blue. Im about to snap here they come parading like death over the barren hills there guns are glinting loaded with intent to kill, you can still make it out just take these last few pills.The silence of your once warm touch erodes but i still feel your presence, my world is tattered and torn but at least the angels dont have to see. a sudden two shots to the head but it was the final shot to the heart that got me dead. the crimson tide is now no one can save me now im not alone and they might take me now, the voice of your thougts flows down the grass staining the mushrooms and the rocks that it may pass. we left our mark and i lie waiting with the rose i planted for you above my lifeless body the pulse has flatlined and your synchronizing beat is dud, babe they got us good it was our last stand, things just slipped away and turned out how we never said they should...

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February 3

Tyrany and shattered dreams.(newer)

Welcome to the gates of Tyrany and shattered dreams, iv'e dwelled here for far to long, it still rings and echoes in my ears the faint farwell and your goodbye song Open your mind, this is my world and threw my eyes in my chest resides a lion and im the prey, with courage dignity and respect the beast slowly eats me away and it is time, but what is time? at a constant standstill there is no rewind or tracing back to make me feel you never fear for what is lost till its gone in my mind there are a thousand words and vivid pictures of what id like to call a modern day holocost Do you even know my name? So many lies burned into my chest theyr'e all the same and twenty bucks said they'd used the same flame, every second a page is turned and this story is unfolding, the chapters come and go but the title remains a potrait of someone I'm dying to know with the eyes of innocence and intentions to never let go I would like to thank god for thunderstorms for I can only cry in the rain, it blends in with the drops to mask the pain....Im Taylor Maxwell, hate me, love me, its all the same.

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February 3

Breeze(super old)

Times are changing and the trees re-arraging. I've set on this swing of life many of times, but nothing seems to rhyme, i wish i could sway like the grass beautiful and free, i wanna scream at the top of my lungs and i want the world to hear the speck of dust that is me. We can float on in this autumn breeze, just you and me. We can make friends with all off the leaves. I want to open the worlds eyes im tired of this disquise, closed minds down in the dumps. I dont want to see the stranger standing next to me cry. Its like the pitter-patter of the midnight rain eating the ole rusty tin roof away. We can change this, there is music in my heart its true. We are gonna survive this and fall down in the sea of blue, we just swim away into the unknown, and well never get lost because weve got eachother, and it is there the seeds will forever grow.

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February 3

Summer in the winter.

Its time for change and its in the air, I carry a colorless rainbow on my sleeve and my concsience is everywere. There is nothing to complete me for I have always walked alone on eroding steps some say my fate is casted in stone, but i would just like to call this surreal reality i imagine home. Abstracticity is what keeps me sane different viewpoints of someone who actually calls my name, nothing tends to make since anymore. A beacon is in the stars tonight outside of my window the words she speaks feel so right im lost in it all but just when i thought the pitch black ingulfed me in my darkest day there descends a smile of fire to light my way. Ive waited a lifetime for a race that wasnt finished and some hope for a start through that irradescent night sky in the shadow of the long setted sun i see a spark. The moon says to the sun ive never felt so warm in the midst of a season full of irony and storms and the sun says to the moon ive never smiled so big in a season of frost and snow. and then they looked at eachother and said over the hill we go just in time to see it all rise in the clearing of an empty grove. Ive never felt a season like this..its summer in the winter and thats all that i know please do come in and stay awhile everyone else just tends to track up the floor and then go. Im just one ticket short of the show and id give it all away just for this time of year to be sold its summer in the winter below and i dont know what makes me feel this way my hands are shaking my words are tied my eyes are watering I couldnt shake this off evenn if i tried outside is a holocost of colors in the snow and its ninety degrees here i am hoping the wind will blow, this was only in fairytales but i've now learned what it means to not be cold.

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A suicidal Tragedy (Not in use)

TAYLORRR!!!! gahhh, yer getting Gorgeous!!:p

MagAnne

idk where thats at.. Im from Ballinger... ahaha and Im
Magan btw ;D

Chelsea_Cutthroat

heyy=] thnks for accepting

MagAnne

Holy Shit, your from lakeview??????

EM!LEE :D

hi(:

T h a t g i r l A m b e r;

Well Hi.

Sammm:D[CatherinesMistress!.]

ideekayy if you remember me but i gots mii phone
back!.[: txt itt upp if you remember itt!!.

kkie[beatdown]

oi! (: what's good?

 
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